Sep 22, 2005 22:57
So...it's pretty crazy that I've been with cameron for 5 months now. It just feels like time has been speeding up lately. It kind of sucked though because I didn't get to see him since I had to work..and I didn't talk to him much, either..I really wanted to get a chance to at least say goodnight...talk to him before I went to sleep...but he was doing his homework earlier and he probably fell asleep. It's fine and all because i mean today wasnt like important really, I mean 5 isn't special or anything but i just sort of thought maybe it was a little tiny bit important so maybe it would be a good day or something but today was just basically shitty anyway. I really hope I get to see him tomorrow because now that I think of it, this whole week has not been one of the best. I don't know why I'm in a crappy mood, I guess I'm just tired so whatever. and nobody reads my stuff anymore so it doesn't matter what I say anyway.