Aug 24, 2007 01:32
A synopsis of my recent revelations for prosterity (in no particular order):
-I need a vacation, preferrably somewhere where no one can reach me for at least 3 days...I hear Finland is nice this time of year...
-Perhaps learning to say "maybe" will ease the transition to being able to say "no."
-Perhaps I should learn how to say "no" in several different languages; then I could trick myself into thinking I didn't actaully say no, but in truth, I did.
-Closure is probably impossible; accept that and move past it.
-It's 50% my fault.
-Fate has a way of fucking up the best laid plans.
-However, just because Fate fucks up the plan, doesn't mean that the intention behind the plan shouldn't still ring true.
-I listen to "Kiss Of Dawn" waaaaaay more than is healthy right now.
-I really do love Edgar Allen Poe
-Cathedral's album "Forest of Equilibrium" is the most under-rated doom metal record EVER.
-It's okay to feel disrespected. Because you know what? That's exactly what it is.
-If HIM doesn't come back to the States in the next year, I just may have to hop a plane overseas and get my fix that way. ;-)
-A text message cannot fix everything.
-September 18th needs to hurry the fuck up. ;-D
-I am determined to move myself from everyone else's muffed up cycles; if after over three years you haven't listened to me and taken my advice, you never will. And that's fine, but I don't have to stand by and watch and pummelled by the debris.
-Furthermore, sometimes things are broken beyond repair.
And that's just the fucking way it is.
food for thought,
ramblings