repeated measures.
well i certainly do always fall into the same patterns...
so nick and i are broken up. well we werent in a relationship, but our friendship is over. i think a clean cut will be really good for me. everything was so ambiguous and he was so full of shit.
i was so sad this morning and wanted to cry over it again, but then with the help of caffeine and abby may, i can see clearly again. I need self-discovery time.
my life should be dramatically enhanced by his absence. i hope. ill miss him. a lot. i dont know why, but i will. we had some good times and we were really close friends, but i dont want to be friends with someone who doesnt want to be friends with me.
i feel sad bc i feel like its my fault. but maybe subconciously this needed to happen. i love his friends and i love having fun with him, and he was good to me. fuckkkkk rose colored glasses. were just fundamentally different.
this really feels like a break-up. weird.
so nick and i are broken up. well we werent in a relationship, but our friendship is over. i think a clean cut will be really good for me. everything was so ambiguous and he was so full of shit.
i was so sad this morning and wanted to cry over it again, but then with the help of caffeine and abby may, i can see clearly again. I need self-discovery time.
my life should be dramatically enhanced by his absence. i hope. ill miss him. a lot. i dont know why, but i will. we had some good times and we were really close friends, but i dont want to be friends with someone who doesnt want to be friends with me.
i feel sad bc i feel like its my fault. but maybe subconciously this needed to happen. i love his friends and i love having fun with him, and he was good to me. fuckkkkk rose colored glasses. were just fundamentally different.
this really feels like a break-up. weird.