202.5 this morning. I cant believe I still lost 1/2# with all I ate yesterday! Shit, was I stressed! I did pretty well until the evening. Damn with the trip up North and the "visit" with my other daughter and the possibility of her facing brain surgery (like she doesnt have enough problems already!) then the daughter at home giving me so much shit later on that night. ARG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fucking hell! like my life isnt shit enough! she is so fucking put upon! god, she mopes around here like she is so fucking emo! It is disgusting!
Anyway, on a slight upswing with DH. Some days I just hate him, and then some days I love him. The days I love him I love the things I hated about him the day before...is that normal?..well, not all the things, I guess.
I still feel so FAT! like such a blob.
Damn, I have to get to work