Sep 16, 2003 18:21
Still can't bloody get her out of my mind!!!
Este... Gilmith... Este... Gilmith...
ARRRRRGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!
Am I really seeing Gilmith's shadow in Este? Is that the reason why I feel this strong attraction towards her? Yes, it's true they are so damn alike... so damn alike...
BUT...
But Este is... she's such a sweet soul. And she seems to me the most beautiful person in the whole of Aman. Being with her seems so right. The way her voice soothes me like a lullaby, the soft eyes that melts my heart, the hair that sends me into a rage of passion, th gentle touch of her hand in mine, her...
STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*smashes a glass table in rage*
*shards of glass cuts into hands and blood starts to surface*
*oblivious to injuries*
STOP IT!!! STOP IT!!!
There's no way she'll ever look your way!!! No way! She's afraid of you! You're nothing to her except a mere patient. You're...
ARRRRGGHHHH!!!
I going outside to take a breather!
*slams door close and leaves a bloody palm print*