WHAT HAVE I DONE???
*Sitting by a lake, under the starlit sky*
*grabs my fifth bottle of ale*
*clutches head in despair*
What have I done??? Haldir came by yesterday... and... *sniff* Why am I in tears!? and...
Oh Eru! I felt terrible!!! I spat my hatred into his face!!! I told my brother that I hate him!!!
All my life, I've dreamt of the day when I can find my courage to say that three words to him. To say I HATE YOU!!! into his face. I have kept that feeling hidden for so long... so long... I thought that the day I let it out... I'll be free!!! I'll feel good!!!
*sobs*
But when it came... it turned out to be quite different...
There was no joy, no relief, no freedom... I felt worse than before... His face before he left... His face!!!
WHAT HAVE I DONE???
I hate him right? I hate him... I don't care about him being hurt right? I hate him.. I hat- *voice fades into sobbing*
*grabs my fifth bottle of ale*
*clutches head in despair*
What have I done??? Haldir came by yesterday... and... *sniff* Why am I in tears!? and...
Oh Eru! I felt terrible!!! I spat my hatred into his face!!! I told my brother that I hate him!!!
All my life, I've dreamt of the day when I can find my courage to say that three words to him. To say I HATE YOU!!! into his face. I have kept that feeling hidden for so long... so long... I thought that the day I let it out... I'll be free!!! I'll feel good!!!
*sobs*
But when it came... it turned out to be quite different...
There was no joy, no relief, no freedom... I felt worse than before... His face before he left... His face!!!
WHAT HAVE I DONE???
I hate him right? I hate him... I don't care about him being hurt right? I hate him.. I hat- *voice fades into sobbing*