please hand me the bottle. I think I'm lonely now.

Jun 04, 2006 20:32

 I would just like to put out there that if I do have a wonderwall, I would like to be saved about now.
I don't believe that anybody feels the way I DO about YOU now....

Oh, Oasis. My moods are significantly intensified by what I'm listening to.
In five minutes after "Wonderwall" is over, Perhaps I'll be in another mood.
I'm a moody person. 
I just don't let anyone know. 
I'm like an emo kid on the inside. Slightly preppy, yet, boho and redneck on the outside.

My mood has changed. Thanks to some pep from the magnificent Mr.A-Z.
You and I Both. Yes. You and I Both...it makes me smile now.
Thinking about what was.
What could have been.
And the beauty in what it was, wasn't and what it never could be again.
Maybe Jason has it right, If you could see me now...
Exactly. Now. Key word, NOW.

What is now? What was then? 
I can tell you, my friend.
Then was somebody afraid to say something about anything.
Now, i've learned my lesson.
Had my heartbroken...and I survived. I didn't wallow in self pity.
I got over it.

Now, I have some of the best friends I could have ever asked for.
I couldn't survive without Monica. Seriously.
*I could use some coffee...Starbucks anyone?*
Ashley makes me remember how lucky i am.
I am lucky.
Jake grounds me. He reminds me of what is important.
You make me somebody. Oh, nobody knows me.
Not even me....
Nate reminds me of why I left Alabama in the first place.
To see Miami U. is to see heaven on earth.
To go to Miami U. is the best feeling- indescribable.

I remember where the love was found...*mraz on the mind again?*
My mom called me to tell me she missed me. 
How many times can you say that someone called you around 4 am to tell you they missed you?
I knew she meant it. 
You only miss the people that appreciate you and you appreciate.
I guess there's a lack of gratuity around E-town. 
Don't worry it's mostly mutual.
C, B-Mo and Kp. that's all I have. Or sometimes have at least.

So maybe my rambling has gone of too far, and really nobody's really reading.
It was theraputic for me at least.
Here come the Clincher *no pun to Chevelle intended*

I AM HAPPY. 
I am genuinely happy. with life, with love, with luck...with it all.

To those of you who are feeling the same summer happiness I have fallen to:
Thank you.
And, true happiness isn't being perfectly "happy" all the time...
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