Jul 28, 2004 05:29
So I lied. I never posted those pictures. Sue me.
I really hate nightmares. I keep having them ALL THE FUCKING TIME lately. Like one the other night about me getting raped... Wtf was that shit? And I just had a dream that there was some serial killer in my town and he was harrassing me... WTF.
AS FOR SOME SEXY ASS NEWS!!!!!!! My beautiful, lovely friend Lorie and I will be taking a vacation. It will go as follows:
Aug. 6- Leave the OC and head for Santa Cruz, about 5 or 6 hours north. We'll chiz-ill like foolians for the day and.. stuff.
Aug. 7- Chill and then spend LOTS of time getting ready to see ORGY live in Santa Cruz. Then crash for the niz-ight.
Aug. 8- Travel a few hours north up to Petaluma and see Orgy again in that city. THEN CRIZ-ASH.
Aug. 9- Go a few hours to San Francisco and terrorize for a few hours, then go see a free Orgy show at Virgin Records.
Aug. 10- Go up to Sacramento and I get to see my baby Jesse :)
Aug. 11- Hang out with my baby Jesse some more and probably go see Orgy at the Boardwalk in Sacramento.
Aug 12- Head back down south :( Lol
FUCKING EXCELLENT TRIP!!!! But the only thing is I need to make sure I can get those days off work. I asked weeks ago and they keep fucking putting it off. So I'm going to call later today and make sure those assholes ARE GIVING ME THE DAYS OFF!!!!
Yay, I got my ATM card and checks in the mail the other day... I also opened up my OWN bank account to save money for my car. I have $1,000 so far. I'm growing up so fast *sniff*.
:D
"I barely have the motivation... They say I suffer from a lack of seratonin... Synapses, they happen too infrequently for me... To be functioning properly... I took the pills, I took the advice, the panic stopped, but still on the ride... Racing thoughts, and wasted time... It's the same old storyline... This is my NURSERY RHYME... And it goes: I believe in medication, and I believe in therapy, and I believe in crystal light, cuz I believe in me yeah.... It's so uplifting, fuck yeah"...