May 03, 2004 09:44
Okay kids. So here's the deal. I know some people I probably don't want to see this will read this. And basically, I just don't give a shit anymore.
So there's this kid I've liked for awhile now in my band class, Andrew. A lot of people thought he liked me and no one really knew the truth. One of his best friends Taran, is one of my best friends (Alex)'s brother.
On Friday, after school, Taran came up to me and started asking me about liking Andrew. I admitted I did and he said that Andrew didn't like me that way. I was like okay whatthefuckever (Taran is known for lying/making shit up). And he goes. "Yeah. No offense or anything, but Andrew said you'd be cute if you lost weight."
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And I started crying. LIKE A FOOL. And Taran was like "but I think you look good! Really!" Blah blah blah I'M GAY, you know, I'm all "GO AWAY." And he seriously wouldn't. He kept saying how rad I was and how he loves that I'm... "metal". What a douche.
So I told our friend Iris.. And she told Alex. And she wants to kick her brother in the face.
So there are theories floating around. Andrew seems way to sweet and non-shallow to ever say anything along those lines. He didn't admit to it and the only person he supposedly said it to was Taran (remember, he lies...) But why would he do that? He's always been nice, so why would he make shit up just to hurt my feelings? I don't know. This whole situation is 5th grade styles.
I have first period with Andrew, Taran, Alex, and Iris. When I was walking in the door this morning, Andrew and Taran were standing by the door. I didn't look at either of them as I opened the door. But they stopped talking and stared at me. .... It was weird.
Andrew went up to Alex and said "your brother's a fag now"... And he seems pissed at Taran. But if I'm fat, THEN WHY WOULD HE CARE? Haha. Okay seriously. Give me your opinions guys. I want them. NOW. Need more facts? Just iz-ask.