Like clockwork, I commit the crime...

[micronautxgirl]

I'm in typing class right now.

That was so embarrassing. My music teacher just approached me and asked what's been up with me because I've been out so much.....

I started CRYING. I felt like such a moron. My teacher tried to laugh it off because he said I was about to make him cry. I've been pretty happy, but I have also been going through so much crap. I haven't told you guys because... I don't know. I don't like dwelling on bad things.

My brother, Chris, is dying. He has some type of kidney disease. I don't know exactly what it is because my family doesn't tell me. Since I'm the baby of the family, they're too gentle with me.

My grandpa is dying. He is going in for surgery today. My mom is taking him right now. A few family members think he is going to die on the operating table.

My sister, Amy has cancer. Cervical cancer. What's going to happen, I do not know.

I just feel like dying right now. I'm about to fucking cry right here in the middle of class... ;SDFLKJSD;LFKSFD UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I'm shaking...