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I haven't posted in a while for no particular reason. I was doing ok again foodwise last week. I weighed myself one day and saw that I was only 6lbs under my highest weight and freaked out massively. Definitely gave me the kick I needed to start restricting again. I weighed myself a few days later and I was 4lbs lighter. I don't think I lost 4lbs
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Awww, I know those kinds of meltdowns :( Last Monday, I was 2 lbs from my high weight, and now I'm 5lbs from it, so I feel a lot better! Even if you did have a hangover binge (Jasmine gets those, she just eats crips and carbs and salty things the day after) I bet you won't have put on all the pounds you lost, try not to worry! :D
GOD people like that IRRITATE me to the point I just want to stab them in the eye. Like, one of my friends pretends she's like this recovering anorexic when she ISN'T. She's 4'11" and 98 ish lbs and that is a HEALTHY BMI but she just doesn't understand that because 98 is a low number, it doesn't make her underweight. It drives me crazy becuase some people ahve really big problems - all my friends worried over HER instead of the girl Claire with the blonde hair in the photo on my post, when she is like, EMACIATED. Urgh. Mini rant there!
i hope your night out went okay though :D I can't wait till I'm 18, hehe. I've only been drunk once but I wasn't completely out of it, just giggly and funny apparently xD
Lots and lots of love, and fingers crossed for that job!
Jadie
xoxoxox
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Feel free to rant. I had no one to rant at when I first saw she'd put it. I felt like screaming and punching my laptop, I was that angry. Further down on the comments about it she put 'putting my fingers down my throat for attention also sounds like a good idea' Stupid stupid stupid girl!!!! Someone else has commented on it saying 'nothing tastes as good as skinny feels' AAAAARRRRRGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! It's not something people should joke about. It's a serious thing and can massively affect people. I wish more people understood it. Some people are just ignorant.
I rarely get completely wasted on nights out. Only a few times hehe! I don't mind being drunk but I hate it if I get to the point when you have no idea whats going on because you're that drunk. Bad bad bad times!
Thank you :) xxx
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HOLY THOSE PEOPLE ARE IGNORANT!!!! I would have been soooo angry. It's like on facebook when people call each other fat (or just in general, like for a joke) and yet there are people who can see those comments/hear them and feel insecure. I hate it! One of the reasons for my ED was the endless comments on how much I ate and that I "should be fat" because I had a naturally exceptional metabolism and stayed superskinny when I was younger. No eleven year old should feel like they're fat because they're having regular meals and snacks, it made me SOOO ANGRY.
Much much love <3
xoxox
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