Aug 08, 2005 22:34
k so clarification of what is happening in my house @ the moment
1. michelle leave 4 kortea 2morro morning @ 6am, shee came back last night
2.i got a new group of kids who are AWESOME!!! i love them and they like stories which i am good @ providing spacifically scary stories, haha its a saga i have going...lol need to read up on more
3. my parents told michelle and i that they think its best if they seperated 4 a while, i think its a good move, so then they dont fight and then they can pay more attention to us, althought i will be all by myself w/ them alone till skool starts...cept when i go to cali, or to p-land, (so thats 2 weeks out of the nxt 4) but still i'm kinda aprehensive. but i guess its okay, cuz its better that they dont fight and can spend that time constructively w/ me or maybe meetimg more friends, (terribly lackign in friends that arent parents of my frineds) so yeah i guess yeah. i'm okay. not like freaking out, its been coming for this last year..i kinda was hopng that they would work out their issues, but since i guess they arent at the moment this is best. sna it takes SO much stress oft of my life (yess-ahaha-jk) andi think i get a phone out of all of this-since they will need a way to keep track of me and as micky and i spend less and less time together it will be good to let me have a phone ( yes! the last person in the family-HAHa) but basically my biggst fear coming out of this all is that micky wont be able to stay w/ us as we may be deemed "unstable" but that is my biggest worry. other than that i donth think i need counceling or w/e. cuz well...honestly there are bigger issues than this in the world, and i can foucus my energy on helpng them than wallowing in my own problems or loniness. so thats all i'm going to go on about for now.
4. i LOVE sisi, and tarloff!! they are soo funny/awesome so shout out "to my frinds from KNDI and lets all get crunk in the dirty dirty" HAHAH-on that same note i'm really not too sure i want to be a genitisist still. i've been looking more@ some collages i hadnt consitered b4, (emory is among them) and they are strating to look increasingly appealing. and well, science tho it is a wonderfull subject that i get lots of furfillment out of...political science, and histpry are also looking rather tempting. (yeah i was chatting w/ cyrus about emory-he's SOOO COOL!!)
5. DOES anyone want to go donate blood w/ me somtime nxt week? most likely later in the week, unless ellen (NHS) tells me i have to do it those days but i thin i'm set for the 16th. hmmm so anytime b4 the 16th? like the 18th maybe? i REALLY WANT TO DONATE BLOOD!!!(as i no longer 'have malaria'-HAHAHA-lol) and its allways more fun w/ a friend...
6. i need to go take a shower and go to bed, then read some scary stories...heheeh
7. i'm sure there is more going on in my life.. tho i am straining to think ofg iot @ the moment. oh waith here we go...nm...and yeah all of you still have the list things wrong...but...getting closer?
~natasha