Jan 05, 2005 22:27
In 2004 did you............
Change your area code? not this year
Cry? way to much
Scream? yeah
Drink ungodly amounts of alcohol? it was called my summer
Kiss someone like nothing else existed? yea that ended in may though
Reunite with an old friend? to many to count
Reunite with an old lover? yeah i saw some
Let someone/something go? yeah...and i regret it everyday since its happened
Stay true to yourself? summer i didnt, but im gaining it back
Learn any important lessons? too many to name
Write a love letter? alot of them
Get a love letter? yes, a couple..i read em all the time
Let everyone that you love know? YES.
Go to a funeral? nope
Go to a wedding? nope
Had to get over someone? tried didnt work...so i accept it's over and she doesnt want anything to so with me
Fall in love? im still in love..but i fall again and again for her.
Cut/dye your hair drastically? nope
Flirt when you shouldn't have? dont think so.
Get fucked over? from the way i feel....seems like i have been.
Fall asleep holding someone and wake up the same way? yeah....
Miss someone? pretty much is ruining me right now.
Hit someone? not seriously
Meet the most amazing person ever? i already knew that person.
Have your heart broken? holy fuck yeah....i doubt this one will heal
Break somebody's heart? from what i know....not really. she seemed ok with it. she moved on and found someone else. then who knows.
Do something you really regreted? yup, worst summer ever.
Laughed so hard that it hurt? all the time
Cried so hard that it hurt? too much
Have any near death experiences? yup
Have any life changing experiences? became 21, lost the love of my life.
Lost a friend? yup...a couple
Gotten any tattoos/piercings? yeah...a new tat on my wrist.
Watched porn? yeah....
Did you live? like everyday was my last.
Did you learn? yea...learned to live without love and true happiness.
Smile? 96% of the time i smile...even when im really depressed.
Become stronger? somewhat...either that or im just used to losing.