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your entry made me cry. not in a bad way, but a happy way. i'm glad i helped, because let me tell you...i sure as hell try. :) *clings*
you know who you are....and you're right about everything. you've been there for me just like i try to be there for you. you've helped me get through everything with my mom. you've saved my life. you've been there for me when i had to ramble about nonsense. you've read my nonsense and haven't said anything negative about it, whether you were thinking it or not. you've listened to me cry, i've listened to you cry. and trust me. i know how you feel with the whole jealousy thing...honestly, and please don't get mad at me for saying this...but it's the truth, and you said you wanted me to be honest ^^; but I always feel some sort of jealousy pang when you and I and 'Superman' hang out because i'm afraid he won't talk to me as much, or won't give me the attention. yes, it's pathetic, but it's the truth, and I'm honestly trying to get over myself on that...because I don't want you to think I'm angry at you...because I'm not, and never will be.
i envy you in so many ways. i wish i could write like you, I wish I could sing like you, i wish i were as pretty as you...just...lots of stuff. it's stupid, but that's just how sisters are.
I was jealous of you and your ex, even though I tried to hide it.
Hell, hun, I get jealous when you talk about Clay. xD That's why I ramble on so much about Ryan half of the time.
but just know one thing....jealousy will never get the better of me when it comes to you. I love you with all of my heart, and I mean that. I'm not even going to explain how I mean it, because I know you know I don't mean it like that. *hugs* Just. I'll always be there for you. You have to know that....I think you already do, but if you don't, I'm telling you now.
I'm always here for you.
honestly, i don't think blood could make us any closer than we already are.
i'd say more, but i'm attempting to not cry and keep my contacts in at the same time. xD
lotsa love to you forever, sistah.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
michaela < 3
you know who you are....and you're right about everything. you've been there for me just like i try to be there for you. you've helped me get through everything with my mom. you've saved my life. you've been there for me when i had to ramble about nonsense. you've read my nonsense and haven't said anything negative about it, whether you were thinking it or not. you've listened to me cry, i've listened to you cry. and trust me. i know how you feel with the whole jealousy thing...honestly, and please don't get mad at me for saying this...but it's the truth, and you said you wanted me to be honest ^^; but I always feel some sort of jealousy pang when you and I and 'Superman' hang out because i'm afraid he won't talk to me as much, or won't give me the attention. yes, it's pathetic, but it's the truth, and I'm honestly trying to get over myself on that...because I don't want you to think I'm angry at you...because I'm not, and never will be.
i envy you in so many ways. i wish i could write like you, I wish I could sing like you, i wish i were as pretty as you...just...lots of stuff. it's stupid, but that's just how sisters are.
I was jealous of you and your ex, even though I tried to hide it.
Hell, hun, I get jealous when you talk about Clay. xD That's why I ramble on so much about Ryan half of the time.
but just know one thing....jealousy will never get the better of me when it comes to you. I love you with all of my heart, and I mean that. I'm not even going to explain how I mean it, because I know you know I don't mean it like that. *hugs* Just. I'll always be there for you. You have to know that....I think you already do, but if you don't, I'm telling you now.
I'm always here for you.
honestly, i don't think blood could make us any closer than we already are.
i'd say more, but i'm attempting to not cry and keep my contacts in at the same time. xD
lotsa love to you forever, sistah.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
michaela < 3