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well well...
i finally got to go to the beach and it was awesome. went with bev, virginia, and kristin to cape henlopen and stayed all day. the water was great.. jellyfish werent too terribly bad. and there were tons of dophins that kept swimming back and forth really close to the shore. got a good amount of sun too.
after the beach i went to farmington to eat with dave, his dad and stepmom. had a great dinner and learned how to play canasta afterwards. but they also saw my eyebrow ring for the first time and through weird conversation topic also discovered i was an atheist. that one really shocked all of them, including dave. i assumed dave knew cuz it's on my myspace.. but oh well. i dont push my views onto other people and i expect the same in return. and i really wouldnt have said anything about it whatsoever.. but his dad asked me pointblank, and i dont lie. cuz the way i see it, if people's reaction is to attempt to change you, it shows their true character and that's not worth my time.. so i put myself out there as-is and whoever doesnt like it, fuckum. it ended up going okay tho.. just friendly conversation. afterwards i went back to dave's for a chick flick movie.. haha. "how to lose a guy in 10 days" .. too chick-flick for my taste. had fun ;-) and got some cuddle time in too :-D
which leads to my observation... i've noticed myself getting super sensitive to things. things concerning dave. this can only mean one thing.. i've surpassed that casual dating barrier to where i actually start sincerely caring about stuff. which means i sincerely care about him. this time frame seems to be the same in every relationship, and is usually the make-or-break moment. one and a half to two months. and it's been about 2 months since me and dave started hanging out. with eddie, things moved really fast and seemingly perfect until the 2 month mark when a breakup hit me like a brick wall. with cody, we made it to 1 1/2 months before we realized we had no communication between us and things just wouldnt work out. things with dave havent moved insanely fast, we talk to each other every day, and usually hang at least 3 times a week. things are looking good.. he can always make me laugh, he's responsible, independent, and helps his community as a volunteer fireman. but i'm still stuck in this stupid sensitive mode... i guess it's just me being cautious cuz i dont wanna get hurt... again. i dunno, i just hope this passes cuz i can see me & dave lasting a while. :-D
meanwhile, i'm sooo looking forward to this weekend. i have off and the fun shall commence!
aight.. enough babbling and need sleep.. late.
i finally got to go to the beach and it was awesome. went with bev, virginia, and kristin to cape henlopen and stayed all day. the water was great.. jellyfish werent too terribly bad. and there were tons of dophins that kept swimming back and forth really close to the shore. got a good amount of sun too.
after the beach i went to farmington to eat with dave, his dad and stepmom. had a great dinner and learned how to play canasta afterwards. but they also saw my eyebrow ring for the first time and through weird conversation topic also discovered i was an atheist. that one really shocked all of them, including dave. i assumed dave knew cuz it's on my myspace.. but oh well. i dont push my views onto other people and i expect the same in return. and i really wouldnt have said anything about it whatsoever.. but his dad asked me pointblank, and i dont lie. cuz the way i see it, if people's reaction is to attempt to change you, it shows their true character and that's not worth my time.. so i put myself out there as-is and whoever doesnt like it, fuckum. it ended up going okay tho.. just friendly conversation. afterwards i went back to dave's for a chick flick movie.. haha. "how to lose a guy in 10 days" .. too chick-flick for my taste. had fun ;-) and got some cuddle time in too :-D
which leads to my observation... i've noticed myself getting super sensitive to things. things concerning dave. this can only mean one thing.. i've surpassed that casual dating barrier to where i actually start sincerely caring about stuff. which means i sincerely care about him. this time frame seems to be the same in every relationship, and is usually the make-or-break moment. one and a half to two months. and it's been about 2 months since me and dave started hanging out. with eddie, things moved really fast and seemingly perfect until the 2 month mark when a breakup hit me like a brick wall. with cody, we made it to 1 1/2 months before we realized we had no communication between us and things just wouldnt work out. things with dave havent moved insanely fast, we talk to each other every day, and usually hang at least 3 times a week. things are looking good.. he can always make me laugh, he's responsible, independent, and helps his community as a volunteer fireman. but i'm still stuck in this stupid sensitive mode... i guess it's just me being cautious cuz i dont wanna get hurt... again. i dunno, i just hope this passes cuz i can see me & dave lasting a while. :-D
meanwhile, i'm sooo looking forward to this weekend. i have off and the fun shall commence!
aight.. enough babbling and need sleep.. late.