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quick update before bed.. although there's not much to update about. i'm down tonight cuz i had to work 9-6:30, and it's freeeezing cold and lonely on a saturday night. my babe's sick and i didnt get to see him. hopefully he'll get to feeling better.
wednesday was my dad's bday. i had to work 9-6:30. i got off and walked outside to find a rose and a card on my windshield. read it in my car (it was from eddie), smiled uncontrollably, then drove off. till my phone rang and eddie asked where the hell i was going. lol. i didnt even see the poor boy in the parking lot! we hit up walmart for last minute bday shopping (i know i'm horrible) and grub ingredients. got to my house and eddie made us dinner. we celebrated my dad's 50th birthday.. then chilled to a movie.
jay stopped in to eckerd's last night. i hadn't talked to him in a good while. it was nice catchin up.. i miss hanging out with him. i dunno... things are rough. he's still kinda hurting obviously. and it hurts me to see him hurting.. i really miss him. it's like i lost a best friend. i'll always love him to death like that. i really hope things smooth over a lil more so we can hang out and have fun like we used to. ... i wish things were easier to fix.
ehh... alright. just needed to get that out.
wednesday was my dad's bday. i had to work 9-6:30. i got off and walked outside to find a rose and a card on my windshield. read it in my car (it was from eddie), smiled uncontrollably, then drove off. till my phone rang and eddie asked where the hell i was going. lol. i didnt even see the poor boy in the parking lot! we hit up walmart for last minute bday shopping (i know i'm horrible) and grub ingredients. got to my house and eddie made us dinner. we celebrated my dad's 50th birthday.. then chilled to a movie.
jay stopped in to eckerd's last night. i hadn't talked to him in a good while. it was nice catchin up.. i miss hanging out with him. i dunno... things are rough. he's still kinda hurting obviously. and it hurts me to see him hurting.. i really miss him. it's like i lost a best friend. i'll always love him to death like that. i really hope things smooth over a lil more so we can hang out and have fun like we used to. ... i wish things were easier to fix.
ehh... alright. just needed to get that out.