work. careers.. pfft
I find it alarming that even posting anything on this account seems to feel like another errand I have to get over with. Things have become cyclical to a certain extent that I still feel like a headless chicken when it comes to what I really want to do.
Working for my parents has its ups and downs, and I still can't discount that nagging feeling at the back of my head that time's passing by, people are just getting things done, and I'm still here at my slow little pace, pulling at what seems to be such a heavy load of just trying to make it through everyday.
I was thinking about it..and just realized that it's the sucky middle portion in between having such nice, grand plans and actually accomplishing them. It's the long and painful process of actually working on them, waiting and wishing for the best before you realize one day, that you've actually, finally gotten what you've always wanted.
I keep on immaturely wanting to skip that part. But reality says I can't, and that there's no other way but to go forward.
pfft random post. I seriously have to get back to writing anything. I'm scatterbrained as ever, but lately things have just been piling up inside my head and then just slowly fade away, adding to that long long list of things I just wanna share with people.
okay weird.
another sunday morning I'm grateful for. :)
Working for my parents has its ups and downs, and I still can't discount that nagging feeling at the back of my head that time's passing by, people are just getting things done, and I'm still here at my slow little pace, pulling at what seems to be such a heavy load of just trying to make it through everyday.
I was thinking about it..and just realized that it's the sucky middle portion in between having such nice, grand plans and actually accomplishing them. It's the long and painful process of actually working on them, waiting and wishing for the best before you realize one day, that you've actually, finally gotten what you've always wanted.
I keep on immaturely wanting to skip that part. But reality says I can't, and that there's no other way but to go forward.
pfft random post. I seriously have to get back to writing anything. I'm scatterbrained as ever, but lately things have just been piling up inside my head and then just slowly fade away, adding to that long long list of things I just wanna share with people.
okay weird.
another sunday morning I'm grateful for. :)