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1 MINUTE AGO: pre-heating the oven for pizza
1 HOUR AGO: at church, catching up on life with kate
1 DAY AGO: trying to balance differing emotions. and getting confused.
1 YEAR AGO: thinking about being a junior, not wanting a job
I LOVE: being happy
I HATE: being confused, and emotionally unstable. and cold pizza.
I FEAR: waking up, bad dreams, people i love dying, heartbreak, commitment, disease, brain anneurisms, simple trips & falls, liver failure, lung cancer, mental disorders, STD's, pregnancy, caffeine overdoses, becoming boring, poverty, friend dissipation, break-ups, watching loved ones hurt their bodies with harmful drugs, being cheated on, cheating, extravagance in general, getting fat, getting old, getting ugly, gangriene, bad spelling?, general failure in life, break-ins, rapists, thieves, intimate conversations, losing control regression, and roaches
I FEEL: introspective and somewhat tired
I HIDE: important stuff
I RIDE: in cars with boys?
I MISS: knowing what i want
I NEED: all of this to be more stable
I KNOW: me better than you do
I THINK: about the future and about my plans. also about the past and regrets. also about how much i love / hate everything that's happening in my life right now at any given moment
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FIRSTS..
First piercing: earlobes at 14
First credit card: not credit, debit. last year.
First musician you remember hearing in your house: Ray Lynch
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LASTS..
Last big car ride: Atlanta in August
Last movie seen in theaters: TMNT
Last food consumed: Yogurt
Last phone call: Matt
Last text message: Tyssa
Last CD played: Mix tape in my car
Last drink drank: Orange Soda
Last time scolded: probably today
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SHORT ANSWER..
I AM: where i am
I HAVE: a lot going for me
I LIKE: dressing like a girl, having reasons to want to feel pretty
I WISH: i could have more motivation for my future. and that i could realize that everything i'm fucking up now academic wise is going to come back to bite me in the ass
I WONDER: how this will all turn out
I SING: quite obnoxiously, when no one is around
I AM ALWAYS: thinking
I SPRAY: febreeze?
I WON'T: sell myself short, lose sight of what i want, let anyone distract me from my beliefs or morals
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FAVORITES..
NUMBER: 18, 3, 13
COLOR: rainbow.
DAY(S): the weekends, if i work
MONTH: happy ones.
SEASON: i don't know anymore. it used to be autumn, but i always seem more deressed around that time. so i don't really know why i think i like it.
1) Are your parents married or divorced? divorced
2) Vegetarian? pescatarian. i like my seafood
3) Heaven? summerland, then reincarnation
4) Come close to dying? nah, you're either dead or you're not.
5) What jewelry do you wear 24/7? earrings, bracelts
6) Are you eating? not yet
7) Do you eat the stems of broccoli? no.
8) Makeup? daily. i feel weird without it.
9) Were you usually the dumper or the dumpee in your past relationships? never been dumped. so dumper
10) Would you ever have plastic surgery? not unless is was seriously fucked up. and by that, i mean tragic accident/helath problems
11) What do you wear to bed? shorst and a shirt or tank top
12) Have you ever done anything illegal? ...i'm a teenager. of course. actually, daily.
13) Can you roll your tongue? no
14) Pluck your eyebrows? now and then.
15) What kind of watch(es)? cell phone (though i feel guilty about that)
16) Abortion? should be legal.
17) Hair color? is finally stable for now.
18) Future child's name? i don't know.
19) Do you snore? apparently i have lately. just since i started working. probably because of my allergies/being really tired/being really stressed.
20) If you could go anywhere in the world on a vacation, where would you go? somewhere eventful and suprising. and comfortable.
21) Do you sleep with stuffed animals? no.
22) If you won the lottery, what would you do first? be upset. i'm not experienced enough/ready to handle that kind of money. and i hear there's a "curse of the lottery", where people don't manage the money well and become homeless.
23) Gold or silver? silver.
24) Hamburger or hot dog? if its veggie, either.
25) If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would you choose? tuna.
26) Beach, city, or country? somewhere that has all of those within a relatively close distance?
27) Who was the last person you touched? matt. =]
28) Where do you eat? mostly panera
29) When's the last time you cried? don't remember
30) Have you loved somebody so much it makes you cry? i feel like this question comes up too often and the answer is always of course...
31) Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex? of course.
32) Ever been involved with the police? no.
33) Believe in Santa? at one time.
34) Do you talk in your sleep? no
35) Beach or pool? beach?
36) Can you cross your eyes? yeah, but it gives me a headache
37) What's your favorite song at the moment? Hey Ya. the covers of it anyway
38) Window seat or aisle? window mcwindow
39) Ever met any famous bands/singers? yes.
40) Do you feel that you've ever had a truly successful relationship? hoenstly, no.
41) Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? twirl. and no, i don't use a spoon.
42) Ricki Lake or Oprah Winfrey? oprah's said a cool thing or two
43) Would you ever admit to having done plastic surgery of any kind if confronted? never! i would take the plastic secret to the grave!
44) How long does your shower last? depends on how good it feels
45) Do you drive a stick? no.
46) Cake or ice cream? ice cream
47) Self-conscious? oh yeah. self-conscious days are the worst.
48)What time do you get up? for school, around 6. weekends, around 11. plus or minus and hour.
49) Have you ever given money to a bum? yeah but i'm calloused now
50) When was your first crush? benjamin. in 2nd grade.
52) Have you ever broken someone's heart? yes
53) Ever been given a ring? no, thank god. (see above list, under commitment).
54) Longest relationship? is complicated. right now actaully. we're only just now dating, but we've been "together" for 6 months.
55) Last gift you received? bawls.
56) Last sport you played? hah.
57) Things you spend a lot of money on? insurance, gas, food, cigarettes, coffee, boyfriend
58) Where do you live? i am a nomad, with many wonderful places.
59) High School you attend(ed)? sphs
60) Last wedding attended? not yet. but my cousin's soon.
61) Favorite fast food restaurant? taco bell...but it's a rare occasion
62) Where do you work?Panera bread
63) Can you cook? only at work, if all the ingredients are layed out for me.
64) Most hated food: meat.
65) Can you sing? no.
66) last kiss? boyfriend
67) last concert attended? don't even know. its' been a while.
68) Favorite Alcoholic drink: wine. because i can see myself, when i'm living on my own, curling up with a good book, sipping a glass of red wine.
69) Current Crush? boyfriend
what a successful waste of time
1 HOUR AGO: at church, catching up on life with kate
1 DAY AGO: trying to balance differing emotions. and getting confused.
1 YEAR AGO: thinking about being a junior, not wanting a job
I LOVE: being happy
I HATE: being confused, and emotionally unstable. and cold pizza.
I FEAR: waking up, bad dreams, people i love dying, heartbreak, commitment, disease, brain anneurisms, simple trips & falls, liver failure, lung cancer, mental disorders, STD's, pregnancy, caffeine overdoses, becoming boring, poverty, friend dissipation, break-ups, watching loved ones hurt their bodies with harmful drugs, being cheated on, cheating, extravagance in general, getting fat, getting old, getting ugly, gangriene, bad spelling?, general failure in life, break-ins, rapists, thieves, intimate conversations, losing control regression, and roaches
I FEEL: introspective and somewhat tired
I HIDE: important stuff
I RIDE: in cars with boys?
I MISS: knowing what i want
I NEED: all of this to be more stable
I KNOW: me better than you do
I THINK: about the future and about my plans. also about the past and regrets. also about how much i love / hate everything that's happening in my life right now at any given moment
-----------------------------------
FIRSTS..
First piercing: earlobes at 14
First credit card: not credit, debit. last year.
First musician you remember hearing in your house: Ray Lynch
-----------------------------------
LASTS..
Last big car ride: Atlanta in August
Last movie seen in theaters: TMNT
Last food consumed: Yogurt
Last phone call: Matt
Last text message: Tyssa
Last CD played: Mix tape in my car
Last drink drank: Orange Soda
Last time scolded: probably today
-----------------------------------
SHORT ANSWER..
I AM: where i am
I HAVE: a lot going for me
I LIKE: dressing like a girl, having reasons to want to feel pretty
I WISH: i could have more motivation for my future. and that i could realize that everything i'm fucking up now academic wise is going to come back to bite me in the ass
I WONDER: how this will all turn out
I SING: quite obnoxiously, when no one is around
I AM ALWAYS: thinking
I SPRAY: febreeze?
I WON'T: sell myself short, lose sight of what i want, let anyone distract me from my beliefs or morals
----------------------------------
FAVORITES..
NUMBER: 18, 3, 13
COLOR: rainbow.
DAY(S): the weekends, if i work
MONTH: happy ones.
SEASON: i don't know anymore. it used to be autumn, but i always seem more deressed around that time. so i don't really know why i think i like it.
1) Are your parents married or divorced? divorced
2) Vegetarian? pescatarian. i like my seafood
3) Heaven? summerland, then reincarnation
4) Come close to dying? nah, you're either dead or you're not.
5) What jewelry do you wear 24/7? earrings, bracelts
6) Are you eating? not yet
7) Do you eat the stems of broccoli? no.
8) Makeup? daily. i feel weird without it.
9) Were you usually the dumper or the dumpee in your past relationships? never been dumped. so dumper
10) Would you ever have plastic surgery? not unless is was seriously fucked up. and by that, i mean tragic accident/helath problems
11) What do you wear to bed? shorst and a shirt or tank top
12) Have you ever done anything illegal? ...i'm a teenager. of course. actually, daily.
13) Can you roll your tongue? no
14) Pluck your eyebrows? now and then.
15) What kind of watch(es)? cell phone (though i feel guilty about that)
16) Abortion? should be legal.
17) Hair color? is finally stable for now.
18) Future child's name? i don't know.
19) Do you snore? apparently i have lately. just since i started working. probably because of my allergies/being really tired/being really stressed.
20) If you could go anywhere in the world on a vacation, where would you go? somewhere eventful and suprising. and comfortable.
21) Do you sleep with stuffed animals? no.
22) If you won the lottery, what would you do first? be upset. i'm not experienced enough/ready to handle that kind of money. and i hear there's a "curse of the lottery", where people don't manage the money well and become homeless.
23) Gold or silver? silver.
24) Hamburger or hot dog? if its veggie, either.
25) If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would you choose? tuna.
26) Beach, city, or country? somewhere that has all of those within a relatively close distance?
27) Who was the last person you touched? matt. =]
28) Where do you eat? mostly panera
29) When's the last time you cried? don't remember
30) Have you loved somebody so much it makes you cry? i feel like this question comes up too often and the answer is always of course...
31) Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex? of course.
32) Ever been involved with the police? no.
33) Believe in Santa? at one time.
34) Do you talk in your sleep? no
35) Beach or pool? beach?
36) Can you cross your eyes? yeah, but it gives me a headache
37) What's your favorite song at the moment? Hey Ya. the covers of it anyway
38) Window seat or aisle? window mcwindow
39) Ever met any famous bands/singers? yes.
40) Do you feel that you've ever had a truly successful relationship? hoenstly, no.
41) Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? twirl. and no, i don't use a spoon.
42) Ricki Lake or Oprah Winfrey? oprah's said a cool thing or two
43) Would you ever admit to having done plastic surgery of any kind if confronted? never! i would take the plastic secret to the grave!
44) How long does your shower last? depends on how good it feels
45) Do you drive a stick? no.
46) Cake or ice cream? ice cream
47) Self-conscious? oh yeah. self-conscious days are the worst.
48)What time do you get up? for school, around 6. weekends, around 11. plus or minus and hour.
49) Have you ever given money to a bum? yeah but i'm calloused now
50) When was your first crush? benjamin. in 2nd grade.
52) Have you ever broken someone's heart? yes
53) Ever been given a ring? no, thank god. (see above list, under commitment).
54) Longest relationship? is complicated. right now actaully. we're only just now dating, but we've been "together" for 6 months.
55) Last gift you received? bawls.
56) Last sport you played? hah.
57) Things you spend a lot of money on? insurance, gas, food, cigarettes, coffee, boyfriend
58) Where do you live? i am a nomad, with many wonderful places.
59) High School you attend(ed)? sphs
60) Last wedding attended? not yet. but my cousin's soon.
61) Favorite fast food restaurant? taco bell...but it's a rare occasion
62) Where do you work?Panera bread
63) Can you cook? only at work, if all the ingredients are layed out for me.
64) Most hated food: meat.
65) Can you sing? no.
66) last kiss? boyfriend
67) last concert attended? don't even know. its' been a while.
68) Favorite Alcoholic drink: wine. because i can see myself, when i'm living on my own, curling up with a good book, sipping a glass of red wine.
69) Current Crush? boyfriend
what a successful waste of time