Sep 18, 2005 02:41
So, remember that guy i wrote about last time? yea. he walked me back to my room about a half hour ago, and he's sitting here, watching tv. and we're NOT talking. who can say AKWARD? cuz i sure can! ROBERT gave me some good advice: "don't be alone with him". But that's not possible because he tends to walk me back, by himself. and when we went to the movie tonight i ended up sitting on the end, next to him. And in the car, he kept leaning towards me. I don't wanna have to TELL him that i don't like him. I just want him to get the hints. But maybe i'm not good at those? I don't know. I'm just glad he hasn't tried to kiss me yet. i'm really dreadding if that ever comes along. i don't know what i would even do in a situation like that. way too... i don't even know.
When we were at the park tonight, i really wanted to go home. I don't know why. I just did. I started thinking about going home. Seeing my family. All my friends. I dunno. Just a thought.