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I always wait for things to go completely spiraling outta control before I do something about them.
That's really no way to live. Why do I do that?
I need to stop.
No, nothing has spiraled outta control (YET), but I'm sure something will soon.
It's so unhealthy to live this way. Living life like it's a ticking time-bomb about to explode any minute. Waiting to see how bad the damages are. Finding out at the last minute that you weren't prepared...even though you kinda knew all along that you wouldn't be if the worst case scenario occurred.
It's really kind of pathetic how afraid of life I am. Why is it so hard to motivate myself to do even the simplest of things? Even a moron can take care of themselves and live a stable life. Why do I feel like I need someone to remind me to help myself?
Maybe I just CAN'T be alone. Maybe I SHOULDN'T be alone. Maybe I'm just a helpless idiot.
BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
That's really no way to live. Why do I do that?
I need to stop.
No, nothing has spiraled outta control (YET), but I'm sure something will soon.
It's so unhealthy to live this way. Living life like it's a ticking time-bomb about to explode any minute. Waiting to see how bad the damages are. Finding out at the last minute that you weren't prepared...even though you kinda knew all along that you wouldn't be if the worst case scenario occurred.
It's really kind of pathetic how afraid of life I am. Why is it so hard to motivate myself to do even the simplest of things? Even a moron can take care of themselves and live a stable life. Why do I feel like I need someone to remind me to help myself?
Maybe I just CAN'T be alone. Maybe I SHOULDN'T be alone. Maybe I'm just a helpless idiot.
BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.