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[mickeyeyes]

I have forgotten that I will ALWAYS need to keep my relationship with alcohol in check.  I've allowed myself to use it as a crutch as I have had a rough year.  That's not acceptable anymore.  It really never was acceptable.  I'm finding that I'm getting out of control.  Last night was a really rough night, and although I didn't do anything completely heinous, my behavior at certain points was shameful. 
I need to lay off, and take it easy for a while.

Things just NEED to change.