Surrender (Laura Pausini) *or* Bring me back to life (Evanescence)
My heart goes out to my Boy and My friend. What i did was the biggest mistake of my life, to see your face covered in tears made me wanna cry. Chris? i wasnt ready for a relationship, and that was also my fault for not telling you that i wasnt ready for a relationship, wasnt ready for love, wasnt ready to sit down and conversant about my life, because i was afraid to tell you Chris, i was afraid that you would run and go tell thee others, so they can sit and laugh at me like pre-schooler children do when they are at play on recess, but you didnt!! it actually worked i finally found someone that i can trust and spend my time with. All my friends love you Chris but the most important thing is I LOVE YOU TOO!! you know who your true friends are when they stick by and help you thru the end... People die to have friends like these wonderful people, maybe not always upbeat, BUT! the one thing is we have this special bond i guess you can say a crew that we all LOVE EACH OTHER we may not always agree with each other on certain things but that is what all of us are here for is to help each other out in time of need, comfort one another in time of Depression. Take care of one another when one's sick, no one can have what we have. what we have is so powerful and that powerful thing is "LOVE"
ARISA- I LOVE YOU
ARI- I LOVE YOU
VICKI- I LOVE YOU
Aaron- I LOVE YOU
-and i want to thank you guys for helping me out and helping me see through my problems, Meeting me half way on opening my eyes and seeing the mess i was getting into, the mess i was getting you guys into, the mess i was getting innocent people into.. i just want to ask for your guy's forgiveness and i am sorry for all the shit, all the drama, all of it. from here on out its over-its gone that crap does not even FAZE ME no more. thank-you for linking on to my arm all of you guys and helping me walk down the road of recovery and not the dark,black,unpaved road that was listed "Destruction." that was not for me and that will never ever be for me again. i fucked up once and now Karma came and fucked me up as well as my best friends, this is a scary world, its a cold world, make sure we all bundle up before we take a step out together. I LOVE YOU GUYS WITH ALL MY HEART!!! and hope by the time i am done writing this you will see what you guys mean to me. Arisa you know i would do anything for you ANYTHING! as well as you ARI and you Vicki And also to our new member to the family to the crew to our little bunch..."Aaron"
i love you all...and wish you all sweet dreams...and a happy 4:20...and good life.
With Lots of Love,
~Mickey A. Ream
P/s
Good night Chris
Sweet Dreams..MuAh!!
I LOVE YOU TOO BABIE.
ARISA- I LOVE YOU
ARI- I LOVE YOU
VICKI- I LOVE YOU
Aaron- I LOVE YOU
-and i want to thank you guys for helping me out and helping me see through my problems, Meeting me half way on opening my eyes and seeing the mess i was getting into, the mess i was getting you guys into, the mess i was getting innocent people into.. i just want to ask for your guy's forgiveness and i am sorry for all the shit, all the drama, all of it. from here on out its over-its gone that crap does not even FAZE ME no more. thank-you for linking on to my arm all of you guys and helping me walk down the road of recovery and not the dark,black,unpaved road that was listed "Destruction." that was not for me and that will never ever be for me again. i fucked up once and now Karma came and fucked me up as well as my best friends, this is a scary world, its a cold world, make sure we all bundle up before we take a step out together. I LOVE YOU GUYS WITH ALL MY HEART!!! and hope by the time i am done writing this you will see what you guys mean to me. Arisa you know i would do anything for you ANYTHING! as well as you ARI and you Vicki And also to our new member to the family to the crew to our little bunch..."Aaron"
i love you all...and wish you all sweet dreams...and a happy 4:20...and good life.
With Lots of Love,
~Mickey A. Ream
P/s
Good night Chris
Sweet Dreams..MuAh!!
I LOVE YOU TOO BABIE.