so yea....
the whole lucas thing fizzled out way fast... he just stopped talking to me... i'm assuming he's met someone, which is fine... but i wish he had the decentcy to tell me instead of being a douche about it.... anyways, made money today, which is always nice... go for an interview tomorrow, have a lunch date and a dinner date, which is spiffy.. two different dudes.... :) it's cool being able to accept date invites without feeling weird.. and they are decent guys, mature, going to school, have futures and such... i'm raising the bar.... no more poor wanna-be- musicians.... ugh. anyways, life is alright. i have surgery on wednesday... little nervous... it's routine by now though... i'm just anxious cuz i know big pain is involved. sad panda mickey!