beauty
ya know, for the longest time i thought i was going to have to move a world away to find some peace and happiness.... turns out i just had to move less than 50 miles south and out of the valley. i start my new job at Francisco Grande Golf Resort in the morning, 48+ hours a week. not too bad at all. pay is decent too... but that's all just perks. life here is good to me. the people are good and i'm happy here with scott and so thankful for the silence and peace he brings to my soul, the warmth he has filled my heart with. all the cold melted away when i moved down here and it's not like before.i feel no chaos inside me anymore. no more confussion or heartbreaking pain. what i have with him is not tainted, not damaged. i'm healthy again. and it feels so beautiful again. everything is beautiful again. i look up at the sky at sunset and it nearly moves me to tears, the magic beauty. the night sky here doesn't fill me with lonliness, but rather comfort and awe... i've nearly finished putting the pieces back together and i'm getting stronger every day. i hope all you kids are doing well too. kit. much love and peace. PS leave me messages, bitches!!! :) <3