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wow am surprised this thing is still here for me! i havnt been on here for so so long!
so how are things going now? hmmmmm well pretty good actually, well one half of stuff is! my job is actually fantastic! have met some really wicked people who are helping me out, n i kind have a mum n dad at work! lol how weird is that! oh yeah n the comment i got in the first week kinda made me think too, louise who is now i think my adopted mum! said u aint half a good listener aint u! hmmmm now i wonder how many times have i heard that? so if i am why is it that i can listen to other peoples problems so well but not even begin to speak about any of mine? weird right!
so yeah i'm now pretty much set up in my job n provided that i pass my exams will be chartered accountant in 4 years, yes i know it sounds boring! but if i get to that i will be set up for life! :) and who knows i might get my gym someday now! woooo
so now the not so great bit! lolwell its not that bad really its me being a prat mostly, its just i do actually feel so alone, like i know i have friends etc etc but i mean somebody that i can care about and that means the world to me! sure i thought that i had found that before but things dnt seem to ever work out how they seem to be going, especially when u meet somebody then find out they are in the army and have about a week left before they get sent off to Iraq for 3 months! wooo how lucky am i!! yeah k i know i should just shut up cos how can one thing like that seem to make me feel like stuff is mucked up, i'll jus shut up i think now! lol
so how are things going now? hmmmmm well pretty good actually, well one half of stuff is! my job is actually fantastic! have met some really wicked people who are helping me out, n i kind have a mum n dad at work! lol how weird is that! oh yeah n the comment i got in the first week kinda made me think too, louise who is now i think my adopted mum! said u aint half a good listener aint u! hmmmm now i wonder how many times have i heard that? so if i am why is it that i can listen to other peoples problems so well but not even begin to speak about any of mine? weird right!
so yeah i'm now pretty much set up in my job n provided that i pass my exams will be chartered accountant in 4 years, yes i know it sounds boring! but if i get to that i will be set up for life! :) and who knows i might get my gym someday now! woooo
so now the not so great bit! lolwell its not that bad really its me being a prat mostly, its just i do actually feel so alone, like i know i have friends etc etc but i mean somebody that i can care about and that means the world to me! sure i thought that i had found that before but things dnt seem to ever work out how they seem to be going, especially when u meet somebody then find out they are in the army and have about a week left before they get sent off to Iraq for 3 months! wooo how lucky am i!! yeah k i know i should just shut up cos how can one thing like that seem to make me feel like stuff is mucked up, i'll jus shut up i think now! lol