god fucking damn it
I think this might be the first time in my life ive really failed over and over and over at something that i've tried my hardest at.
i am completely incapable of sleep at a decent hour.
i am wiped out.
during the day, at night, you name it and im tired.
but that seems to do very little for my ability to sleep when i put my fucking head on the pillow.
i dont know if i need to see a fucking shrink or just a druggest. but this can't continue. its making me sick so i cant rehearse, its going to start affecting my fucking work.
i dont mind saying that im pretty fucking worried
i am completely incapable of sleep at a decent hour.
i am wiped out.
during the day, at night, you name it and im tired.
but that seems to do very little for my ability to sleep when i put my fucking head on the pillow.
i dont know if i need to see a fucking shrink or just a druggest. but this can't continue. its making me sick so i cant rehearse, its going to start affecting my fucking work.
i dont mind saying that im pretty fucking worried