So Busy, So Happy
Who would have thought life could get so good?
Stuck here in misserable MS, the food sucks, the people are rude, the stores all close at 6 on Sundays!
But I am actually so happy! Of course I could be happier, I could be in California, lets not pretend.
But I have my own apartment with Joey. Never have I had my own place that doesnt have people running in and out, bringing over friends, making noise, eating eachothers food. Its so nice. Things are where I left them and the place stays clean. Mostly because we arent there enough to dirty it...
I have a wonderfully stressful and crazy job. Pays well, down the street from our place so no gas used. And I get to make my own hrs and take breaks when I need. Im taking Monday off this week to spend with Joey, dont need to put in 2wks ahead of time blah blah.
And the best part. Joey. Hes absolutly wonderful. I told him I didnt want a relationship, it wasnt what I had in mind or wanted when I met him. But that didnt seem to go to plan. He leaves me notes when he leaves for work before I wake up. He remembers to run errands for me or bring dinner when I work late. Hes sweet, smart and perfectly wonderful and I havent been this happy with anyone, ever.
And a side effect of me being so stupidly happy, is that Im nice. Its horrible. Im helping people and being nice. Especially to Joey. Im not screaming at him or anyone else. I dont get upset as easily, maybe I get upset like once every 2 weeks? And all the time plans are changing and bad things are happening but Im like 'its okay, dont worry about it'
Who the hell took over me? Me not worry? But its true!
So if I could take the job, Joey and our apt to California Id be thrilled.
But Ill settle for how it is now.
Its kinda funny. I have to go later and buy his Valentines day present. I already know what it is, but cant tell yet because he may read this. But this will be the first Valentines day that I know I have a gift waiting for me, that was planned ahead of time, and thought out and picked for me.
The little things really do count.
Stuck here in misserable MS, the food sucks, the people are rude, the stores all close at 6 on Sundays!
But I am actually so happy! Of course I could be happier, I could be in California, lets not pretend.
But I have my own apartment with Joey. Never have I had my own place that doesnt have people running in and out, bringing over friends, making noise, eating eachothers food. Its so nice. Things are where I left them and the place stays clean. Mostly because we arent there enough to dirty it...
I have a wonderfully stressful and crazy job. Pays well, down the street from our place so no gas used. And I get to make my own hrs and take breaks when I need. Im taking Monday off this week to spend with Joey, dont need to put in 2wks ahead of time blah blah.
And the best part. Joey. Hes absolutly wonderful. I told him I didnt want a relationship, it wasnt what I had in mind or wanted when I met him. But that didnt seem to go to plan. He leaves me notes when he leaves for work before I wake up. He remembers to run errands for me or bring dinner when I work late. Hes sweet, smart and perfectly wonderful and I havent been this happy with anyone, ever.
And a side effect of me being so stupidly happy, is that Im nice. Its horrible. Im helping people and being nice. Especially to Joey. Im not screaming at him or anyone else. I dont get upset as easily, maybe I get upset like once every 2 weeks? And all the time plans are changing and bad things are happening but Im like 'its okay, dont worry about it'
Who the hell took over me? Me not worry? But its true!
So if I could take the job, Joey and our apt to California Id be thrilled.
But Ill settle for how it is now.
Its kinda funny. I have to go later and buy his Valentines day present. I already know what it is, but cant tell yet because he may read this. But this will be the first Valentines day that I know I have a gift waiting for me, that was planned ahead of time, and thought out and picked for me.
The little things really do count.