One Shot: Bad Dream
This is my first fanfic, so be gentle with me and my english is not that good too, so i hope my grammar is understandable and you like it, please comment..
Bad Dream
Sophie POV
i was woken up by a movement beside me. As i opened my eyes i recognized that it was still durk outside. I looked beside me and saw my gorgeous girlfriend having a nightmare. She waves her arms around herself and hit me with her elbow in my face. It hurts so fucking much, but i knew that she has a nightmare and didn't know what she was doing. I touched her shoulder lightly and shook her gentle when i hear her screaming ' no, please don't leave me, why are you leaving me, i love you'. Now, I knew that she was dreaming about me and i shook her a little harder.
'Babe, wake up' I said but no kind of reaktion. ' Hey babe i'm here, you have a nightmare, wake up'. Then i saw her eyes open slowly. She looked at me for a view seconds , then she pushed me away and jump up from the bed.
As i looked in her deep blue eyes i saw anger and hurt.
' Morning to you too, whats wrong babe?' I sad.
' Whats Wong?? you know exactly whats Wrong!!' With this she ran out of our bedroom and slammed the door.
'What the Fuck?' I thought.
I made my way out of the bed and downstairs to see sian sitting at the coffeetable, waiting for the water to boil.
'Sian whats wrong? Have i done something?'
She didn't look at me, instead she went in to the kitchen and made herself a cup of tea. ' Pff As if you don´t know that very well! ' I hear her say.
' What? sian last night everything was okay, Erm actually more than okay and know, what have i done?' She turned around, so she was facing me now and sreamed at me 'why are you still here, I thought you'd leave me with your perfect bitch, You know i also thought that everything was okay, we were kissing and making love and suddenly there was a other women in our bedroom. You jumped away from me and went to the other women. Why did you Kiss her in front of my eyes? Sophie i loved you so much and you kiss this bitch in front of me and then instead to come back to me, you laughed about me and than you were saying the most hurting words i ever hear from someone. Soph I thought you love me.'
I was standing there in shock. I didn't know what to say. 'Babe' i started, ' What have i Say?' At this moment she was crying and it was difficult to understand her words between all the sobs.
'You said. That. Amy. is your real love, and. and that she completes you a-and that i'm a joke next to her and, and than you asked if i was really believing that you loved me. Sophie why have you done this to me. You broke my heart and then you were flying away with your wings and her in your arms instead me.' She said.
In this moment it clicked in my head. 'Her dream. Her dream was so real for her, that she is scared i would leave her.' i thought.
I made a step forward to her but she made one back. 'Babe it was a dream! I Would never leave you. Why should I? You are the love of my life and you are the sexiest women in the world for me.' In this moment the sun was shining through the window and light up my face and she looked at me with so much hurt in her eyes. 'It was a dream, only a stupid nightmare.'
I took another step forwared and this time she let me. 'Soph' I hear her say, 'Yeah' 'Whats with your eye? It is swollen and blue.' I looked around, in a mirror at our wardrobe and my jaw droped as i saw my face. ' Erm It's nothing' I said, a bit too unbelievable. 'Soph, who did that to you?' 'You' I said shyly. ' What? No! when?' She was scared by my response. 'You were hitting me with your elbow when you had your nightmare' her eyes were filled with tears now 'but babe its okay. I don't mind. It's nothing, but why were you so mad at me course of a dream?'
She looked to the floor and then back at me, she was staring deep in to my eyes for the first time in this argument and she saw that it was true. Not just, that she was really the one that give me that black eye but also, that it was a nightmare and that i would never leave her, for nothing in the world. 'I don't know, it was so real and i was so scared that you would leave me, I'm so so sorry' she said shyly and with a voice full of pain. It breakes my heart to see her so upset.
'Babe I had wings.' i smirked. 'Sophie, It's not funny, I was facking scared that you were leaving me.' I took a view steps towards her and take her in my arms. 'Soph I'm so sorry, i didn't mean to worrie you and especially not to hurt you' she cried as she snuggled in to my chest. ' It's okay. shh, I'm here and im not going anywere. I love you' I said and kissed her forhead. ' Soph, I love you so much, I - I cant lose you. I cant!' 'shh babe I'm here and I stay here.' she takes her head from my chest and looked deep in to my eyes. I don't know why, but everytime when she looked in to my eyes she calms down and believes what i say.
She leans forward and captured my lips with hers. The kiss startet lovely and innocent, full of love but soon, it turned in a passionate kiss full of need and lust. Our hands wander over our bodies and i stopped mine in her neck, while she lay one hand on my waist and the other one she let wander from my neck over my collarbone down to my chest and let it there. This was the moment we both recognize i was just in my knickers. Because of the whole situation, i have forgotten to put something on and sian was to upset to reognize it. I wonder, how she could stay there without blushing, course even after 4 years she is still very nervous when she sees me nacked, just like me. 'Soph, you are almost nacked' she said and was blushed like crazy. 'Yeah I have noticed.' I giggled. 'I wonder how you not noticed until now, you lay with your head at my chest for almost 15 minuts!' 'I think i was just to upset.' she said and was now blushing even more.
I smirked and lean in again, kissing her passionatly. As air was needed we pulled away and rested our foreheads together. 'I'm yours Sian, I'm now, and i will ever be. I would never ever leave you okay! I Love you. And I want to have a family with you! You and me, its forever.' I said while i looked deep in her blue eyes.
'forever' she said. ' I Love you too.' We shared another passionate kiss, as she pulled away, ' So family hah?' she said and smirked.
'yes a family, a wedding, a house, and kids! So we already have the house, we just need a wedding and then we can have kids!'
We stand there both half naked in our kitchen, with the biggest smiles on our faces. We are so happy in this moment and her smile tells me , that she wants a family too.
The End