J in hospital
It's been 7 hours since we arrived at SGH. J is sleeping off the after effects as I type. Thank God it's only a minor op.
Being in a hospital and looking at J's pale lips that have not touched water for so many hours make me sad. I am brought back to the day my late grandpa, lying in the hospital bed and thirsting for a drop of water. The nurse could only dap a soaked cotton ball on his parched lips and he was trying to suck in as much hydration as he could it broke my heart then and breaks my heart now thinking about it.
I know J will recuperate in good time. But I will never get my grandpops back and I do miss him so.