Cheese Girl
yeah, thats what everyone calls me now, but mostly my FIANCE (I love saying that!).
Its true... for anyone thats seen us together, it can be a little like sugar overload... your teeth start to hurt, you almost feel ill its so sicky sweet... but ya love it anyway! :0)
Thing is, I've told a couple of you this... but it wasnt until dinner with Scott tonite that it really hit me as gospel. When you find the right person, the one you were meant to be with, things really do fall into place. Really.
Case and point. I never really wanted kids growing up. I was convinced I'd be to busy, to independent, etc. etc. for a little thing that needed me 24-7. Then I married Loren. Loren told the minister he wanted them, then once married back peddled. Then all sorts of bribery started.. if we dont have kids you can quit work and do your art... etc., etc., so I waffled. It wasnt until Dave and I that I felt this urge, this longing if you will, to have children. Suddenly nothing seemed more right then bearing this mans children, than creating life together and having a family. I started noticing cute little babies everywhere and wondering what they would be like combining the 2 of us... other than very tall! :0)
Anyhoo... Its amazing... and I'm so glad I have certain people in my life. The few who can get beyond their own feelings of whatever it may be, to celebrate in our joy and be truly happy for us. I dont know what I would do without them, if only everyone could be so selfless and loving. Thank you to those who are... I love you.
But most of all... I love you David, now and forever.
P.S.- my new icon, my engagement ring!! The picture doesnt do it justice... and yes ladies, he had it when he proposed on one knee, and it fit perfectly. Kudos lover!! :0)
P.S.S.- thanks for the wonderful dinner tonite Scott... I sure enjoyed your company and conversation. I had missed that, and I loved what you said about Dave and I, it meant a lot to me. :0)
Its true... for anyone thats seen us together, it can be a little like sugar overload... your teeth start to hurt, you almost feel ill its so sicky sweet... but ya love it anyway! :0)
Thing is, I've told a couple of you this... but it wasnt until dinner with Scott tonite that it really hit me as gospel. When you find the right person, the one you were meant to be with, things really do fall into place. Really.
Case and point. I never really wanted kids growing up. I was convinced I'd be to busy, to independent, etc. etc. for a little thing that needed me 24-7. Then I married Loren. Loren told the minister he wanted them, then once married back peddled. Then all sorts of bribery started.. if we dont have kids you can quit work and do your art... etc., etc., so I waffled. It wasnt until Dave and I that I felt this urge, this longing if you will, to have children. Suddenly nothing seemed more right then bearing this mans children, than creating life together and having a family. I started noticing cute little babies everywhere and wondering what they would be like combining the 2 of us... other than very tall! :0)
Anyhoo... Its amazing... and I'm so glad I have certain people in my life. The few who can get beyond their own feelings of whatever it may be, to celebrate in our joy and be truly happy for us. I dont know what I would do without them, if only everyone could be so selfless and loving. Thank you to those who are... I love you.
But most of all... I love you David, now and forever.
P.S.- my new icon, my engagement ring!! The picture doesnt do it justice... and yes ladies, he had it when he proposed on one knee, and it fit perfectly. Kudos lover!! :0)
P.S.S.- thanks for the wonderful dinner tonite Scott... I sure enjoyed your company and conversation. I had missed that, and I loved what you said about Dave and I, it meant a lot to me. :0)