I really miss my Feifei.
Especially when I'm down, cuz he was always there for me. We'd sit quietly at the back of my old house for hours. Happy or sad, he was always there for me to hug. I was really attached to him. He was family to me.
He was so lovable. Other than the times he clawed my baby rabbit and hamsters. He was my hero, my cockroach killer. I've always found it amazing how he learnt to sh!t in the toiletbowl himself. Initially, we still thought it was one of us (my family members) who's always not flushing!
And I had to give him up cuz some fucker of a neighbour complained. That was when I just moved in to my current house, a couple of years ago. So we gave him to a malay family, who lives a couple of blocks away, but he ran away from them.
I miss him so badly. He's irreplacable.