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Title:NO MORE PAIN~A lion's heart
Genre:angst, friendship,romance(maybe)
Pairing:Kameda (my new OTP) or not? XD check the jinda smut (notes at the end of this chapter)
Rating:PG 17 WARNING!! : physical and sexual abuse, violence, suicide(maybe don't know yet), mental illnesses , bullying etc PLEASE DON'T READ IF YOU HAVE A WEAK HEART (yeah with the risk of not having any readers I don't want to hurt anyone!!)
Summary: Ueda Tatsuya is a second year high school student who had been beaten up by his father until he met Kamenashi Kazuya a strong and independent boy who takes him under his wing and does anything to protect him. A beautiful friendship begins while Tat-chan's heart grows stronger, but the secrets start to appear while they find themselves protecting each other with their own life.
Note:I will soon update on communities too. I still have regular readers so I am satisfied in any way.
CHAPTER 6-FIGHT
“We shouldn’t do that anymore” Kazuya said while they were walking back home but he didn’t look at Tatsuya and he kinda let a small distance between them like he was afraid of something.
“Do what?” Tatsuya asked without guessing anything.
“Kiss and hug and all this girlish stuff” Kazuya frowned and swallowed.
Tatsuya had this innocent face and his eyes where wide , like a child that had his toy taken.
“Ehh? Why?”
Kazuya stopped walking.
“I don’t know about you but I’m not gay”
Tatsuya burst into a laughter that even the people who passed by him looked at him curiously.
“Why are you laughing?”
Tatsuya covered his mouth trying to keep another laughter. Kazuya was staring at him confused .
“Mou…Tat-chan!”
“This is just something innocent, Kazu-chan! I don’t think we’ll ever be together” Tatsuya said the last word with a serious face and continued walking.
Kazuya kept staring at him without moving an inch, his hand remained like that in the air when he tried to deny Tatsuya’s words. But he couldn’t say anything since that would mean the opposite of what he had said before.
“Sou da yo! How could we ever be so …naïve, ne! It’s just something innocent , of course! So no hugging and kissing and gay stuff like that cause it makes me want to vomit”
“Same here!” Tatsuya swallowed and looked in another direction. “Something innocent right? Nothing to worry about…just an impulse. I love him just like a friend right?” Tatsuya asked himself.
“How could I ever think we could ever be more than friends. I mean..he was…he is a boy and he was…he was…” he looked at Tatsuya who had this calm look on his face while his eyes were closed, breathing the cool air of the evening.
They arrived back home, Tatsuya went upstairs and Kazuya remained to take a shower in the other bathroom, undressing himself while the other was running and he could hear his footsteps.
Meanwhile Tatsuya entered the bathroom and stared at his reflection in the mirror in front of him. He was only wearing his boxers and only he could see the traces of his wounds. He grabbed the sink and let down his head frowning. The tears came out one by one falling on the sink pouring down the drain. He looked again in the mirror and the reflection was another person, another face, a dark one, full of tears.
“No! don’t do this to me now. Not now!” he whispered grabbing the sink tighter almost wanting to pull it out of the wall.
He looked at his reflection and the reflection spoke to him.
“Go to him! Go to him!”
“No please! I don’t want him like that, no!” he closed his eyes and shook his head and when he raised his face again, the reflection didn’t disappear.
“NO!” he shouted and hit the mirror breaking it revealing the wall behind.
Kazuya was under the water taking a shower when he heard the loud noise upstairs. He turned it off and took a pair of boxers then he ran upstairs soaking wet. He kicked the door open and stopped at the door’s frame when he saw the broken mirror and Tatsuya with his hand bleeding.
“Tat-chan! What happened?” he tried to take his hand into his but Tatsuya pulled himself back.
“Stay away from me!” and pushed him away stumbling against a chair behind him . He fell and crawled on his back with a scared look.
“Tat-chan, what…?!” Kazuya reached a hand but Tatsuya was crawling further from him.”No please! Go! Kazu-chan please go away!” Tatsuya was heavily panting and had a very scared look, pushing Kazuya as he was trying to get closer.
When Tatsuya reached the wall Kazuya finally got to him and wanted to grab his shoulder but Tatsuya grabbed his instead and pushed him against the floor.
“He told you stay away but you wouldn’t listen!” Tatsuya’s face changed into something dark and scary , like Kazuya had never seen before.
“Tat-chan!” Kazuya panicked feeling the other one’s heavy body pushing him harder against the floor. “What…”
“If you are talking about the girlish face then he is not here anymore. He left on vacation”
“What?! Eeh? Stop joking Tat-chan I know you are a sadistic person but it is not funny!”
Tatsuya… or whoever he was tried to force a kiss but Kazuya kept avoiding him, moving his head from one side to another. Their bodies where touching each other and Kazuya could feel his hard and rough muscles against his.
“Stop it Tat-chan, we promised we wouldn’t…”
Tatsuya finally grabbed his lips or better said bit him while Kazuya cried with pain, mumbling his name.
“Tat-mmm!!!” Kazuya closed his eyes , his face full of panic since he couldn’t do anything against Tatsuya’s strong grip. He tried to move his head but Tatsuya would bring him back into a kiss. Kazuya finally responded to the kiss making it more passionate than before and moaned grabbing Tatsuya’s hard and manly back. He opened his eyes and saw a different Tatsuya, that didn’t have the innocence the one he thought he knew, so his heart began to beat faster when he realized what was happening. His tears came out in an instant pouring between their lips.
Tatsuya stopped, their lips still touching and he was panting.
“Don’t you hate him?” Tatsuya asked while their lips were still touching. Kazuya swallowed in emptiness analyzing the older one’s eyes.
“Hate who?”
“Tatsuya…”
Kazuya frowned and searched into Tatsuya’s eyes.
“No…”he answered closing his eyes and raising his head for another kiss. “That’s why you were smiling like that. You were never yourself…” he waited for an answer but Tatsuya didn’t move.
“I feel something different , like… he really loves you. Do you love him?” Tatsuya tightened the grip on Kazuya making him frown in pain.
“Yes! I love him!”
“Are you sure? I’m not asking you again!”
“YES I LOVE YOU!I LOVE YOU TAT-CHAN! COME BACK TO ME PLEASE!” Kazuya screamed and he started crying again. Tatsuya loosened the grip and instantly fell on Kazuya’s body.
The younger grabbed his shoulders and turned him around laying him on his back on the floor.
“Tat-chan! Tat-chan wake up!” Kazuya shook his shoulder but no answer came. He put his head on Tatsuya’s shoulder. “Please come back to me, Tat-chan, I’m here…I’m here…!”
Tatsuya finally opened his eyes and grabbed Kazuya’s head with one hand.
“What happened? “ he mumbled caressing his head.
Kazuya raised his face and hugged him letting his body fall over Tatsuya.
“you scared me! Don’t play this game ever! Please talk to me before doing this kinky stuff again!”
“But…what did I do?” Tatsuya asked confused.
Kazuya stared into his eyes and he could see the old Tatsuya again but there was still a dark sparkle in his eyes which made him throb.
Kazuya let his head fall back on Tatsuya’s shoulder.
“Maybe you are talking about my brother, Kazu-chan!” Tatsuya raised his head while Kazuya almost wanted to burst into a sarcastic laughter thinking that the older one really had some sadistic jokes for him. “The doctor said it’s double personality when I first had the “attack” but when I told him that I had a twin brother he was really shocked”
“Eeh? Come on Tat-chan stop joking it is not funny!”
Tatsuya pushed him back gently and leaned against the wall.
“It happened a few weeks after my father started beating me. I fainted and woke up in the hospital with the police next to my bed saying that I’ve beaten up my father and because I was still an underage I wouldn’t get into prison just into some hospital for rehabilitation. It seemed that my neighbors heard me screaming at my father and that someone called the police because I ran outside with blood on my hands. I was taken to a hospital like that and a physiatrist asked me some questions about myself. I said I didn’t remember anything from what I did. A few days later I had another “attack” like this and when I woke up a nurse who wanted to help me undress got stabbed by me but I only hurt her a little bit nothing serious. I said I really didn’t remember when the doctor decided to hypnotize me and try to find out the source. After I woke up he told me that I have a double personality and that the other one wanted to kill anyone who would try to get close to me. Then I said I had a twin but he died right after my mom gave birth so I asked if there were any cases when someone had another person inside him because I could sometimes feel there was someone else with me. He answered that it wasn’t really the case and that maybe it’s my denied feelings and pain which might resulted to a second personality because I developed together with another baby before she gave birth to us. That might have remained somewhere in my mind although it’s practically impossible the doctor said that the other “me” described himself as my twin brother. If it were true or not I don’t know… One day I was laying on my bed when I suddenly started to speak by myself. I wanted to see if that was true..If I really had a “brother “inside me.“Ne…if you are there… if you hear me…please stop attacking people. I don’t want it. As long as I am fine nothing else matters.”“YOU need to fight! Fight Tatsuya!” he whispered to me“I need rest…” I answered . I swear I could hear another voice in my head. So from what I know I’ve never had another attack until… until he tried to do that to me. How do I know it? Because I woke up with him on top of me and he had his head full of blood and his lip was bleeding. The bottle which was next to us was broken. I..or “my brother” hit him with the bottle. I only remember how he tried to undress me but then everything is a blur. “
Kazuya had expectant eyes .
“So… he didn’t…HE DIDN’T RAPE YOU?”
“I don’t think so… but I still have nightmares and it’s kinda confusing… it’s not the first time I was harassed and almost raped. I always ended up being attacked on the street because of my face. And someone always protected me. I never thought he would show up just now. Did he do something to you? Did he hurt you? He is strong..very strong…especially because he is using my strength as a boxer. Maybe it’s the me who wants’ to fight back..or maybe it’s me but I just don’t remember”
“It wasn’t you…even like that you kept yelling at me to go away. “
“I don’t remember that part”
“Then it means …you are getting stronger. Only after some time you became someone else like I’ve never seen before…and you tried..he tried…he..”
“What?” Tatsuya got scared scanning his face for any trace of wounds.
“He forced a kiss on me and asked me if I love you, because he feels you love me”
“Eeeh?” Tatsuya blushed. “Did he…did I…?”
“No you didn’t..even so…it felt quite…hmmm how should I put it” Kazuya ruffled his own hair embarrassed. “Very strong, like a dominant, passionate man! “
“What did you answer?”
“That I love you and that I wanted you back…he asked me if I hated you and I said no”
“Gomen! Baka!” Tatsuya hit his head.
“Stop hitting yourself! He loves you, Tatsuya! He loves you! He deserves your love, he’ll protect you !I can feel that. I’ll leave now you are safe with him” Tatsuya heard it in his head and stood with his hand in the air right before hitting himself again, listening to the voice.
“Aw!” he suddenly said. “Eeh? Don’t leave!”
“Tat-chan what are you doing?” Kazuya looked at the older one because he didn’t understand what it was happening.
“He wants to leave! My brother wants to leave!”
Kazuya stared like that at Tatsuya and couldn’t believe it that he was actually talking to himself.
“Tell him I’ll protect you and he doesn’t need to beat up people again. Or do anything else…for that matter” Kazuya coughed entering his game. But he still couldn’t believe it.
Tatsuya pushed him against the floor with a passionate look on his face which almost scared Kazuya who thought the “brother” came back to” beat “him up.
“Kazu-chan! I remember now!”
“eeh?”
“Everything that happened… it was me! I did it! I protected myself against my father, I hurt the nurse because she was touching my lower part and…I did all of those things”
Kazuya stared at him confused. He definitely found a crazy person. But he somehow loved him like that…even crazy like that he loved him. He looked into his eyes and the darkness disappeared.
“If it was me or not I can’t tell for sure, but I have my memories back and it sure feels like me. And I feel stronger, better now, like I’m a single person”
“And what about me ?Why did he..you..why did you attack me then?”
“Maybe because I wasn’t sure of what I wanted , or maybe I was afraid you would hate me. But those tearful eyes…could never lie to me. Those were sincere. Your words, your kiss were sincere. I’m sorry Kazu-chan! I really am ok now! And my father didn’t do anything to me since he didn’t get to that part.”
“How do I know you are not joking just now” Kazuya turned to his right. “how do I know you weren’t always like this”Kazuya’s face suddenly changed, a trace of doubt could be seen.
Tatsuya realized that everything he said was very strange so he got up and gave a hand to Kazuya to help him.
“Let’s talk. I think I have a lot to explain. Now that I know that everything was just to protect myself I feel different. I always thought I were a coward but I never thought that because I didn’t want to hurt the people around me I actually denied everything. “
Tatsuya went towards his bedroom and Kazuya followed him after taking a pair of pants and a T-shirt.
“Two weeks have passed since my father started drinking so he would come home and complain that he doesn’t have any chances for a new job and that he needs to find something else. I saw him bringing a bag with alcohol and he would sit at the table and drink until he collapsed. One night I tried to take the bottle from his hand and that’s when everything started. He punched me and I fell on the floor. He continued to hit me until everything became a blur. No wonder I would remember only pieces of those nights. There were moments when I couldn’t hold back and react but then I stopped and let him do whatever he liked he was my father after all. Now that I think about it I should have taken his bottle and throw it away” Tatsuya had a bitter smile on his face sitting on his bed and staring at the floor like he used to do it when he met Kazuya. “I should go one day and check on him. Maybe he is worried about me~”
Kazuya frowned and formed his fist.
“I’m not that innocent either, Kazu”
“Well I like you more when you were innocent and shy and I hope that didn’t change” Kazuya turned his face to look at Tatsuya who had that kind smile he always had no matter what hardships he had. He raised his head and faced the other.
Kazuya had this devilish smirk on his face as he approached Tatsuya’s face . The older one shrugged and closed his eyes hesitant.
“Ii ne… that look on your face”
Tatsuya slowly opened his eyes only to see Kazuya close to his face breathing over his lips .
“Kazu..I’ve never been in love or never gone to a date. So please give me a break” Tatsuya got up a little pissed off by Kazuya’s fooling around.
“Definitely liked you when you were more…obedient, Tat-chan” Kazuya made two steps behind Tatsuya and grabbed his waist pushing him against the wall. “Quite an act you put up I know you want me.”
Tatsuya turned around and stared into Kazuya’s eyes.
“It wasn’t an act. Nothing was an act. But it was a mistake. I will never love you like that…” Tatsuya lowered his eyes targeting Kazuya’s lips.
Kazuya hit the wall next to him and frowned.
“Then tell me you don’t love me!”
“I do…love you” Tatsuya turned his face to his left but Kazuya turned it back and raised it. The older one closed his eyes.
“Then make love to me!” Kazuya smiled while Tatsuya’s eyes were still closed and frowning while he bit his own lip.
Kazuya smirked and turned around letting a confuse Tatsuya still leaned against the wall
“Jodan! I was just teasing you”
Tatsuya opened his eyes and sighed.
“Mou Kazu-chan..” Tatsuya pouted following Kazuya on the stairs.
“Are you disappointed?” Kazuya asked without turning around. He arrived in the kitchen where he grabbed himself a glass of water. Then he turned around and leaned against the sink.
“By what?” Tatsuya asked sitting on a chair.
“By the fact that I was joking”
Tatsuya looked at Kazuya with surprised eyes knowing that it was a trick question then he smiled brightly and grabbed himself an apple from the basket behind Kazuya.
“Ma ma ma we are guys after all, right Kazu-chan?” he asked his eyes innocent. He bit a mouthful from the apple, a move which made Kazuya swallow and stare at his beautiful shaped lips while a drop of the apple’s juice was pouring down his chin.
“Right…”Kazuya mumbled drinking another full glass of water. “What’s wrong with me? And what’s wrong with him teasing me like that?!”
“Ne Kazu-chan let’s watch a movie! A horror one! Onegai!” Tatsuya put his hands together begging.
“Alright , alright! Let’s see what I have brought with me.” Kazuya searched his DVDs and found SAW IV . He swallowed and tried to hide it when Tatsuya took it from his hand. “This is perfect! Let’s watch this , ne?”
“Whatever you want…” Kazuya mumbled thinking he liked it more when he was shy and innocent and not so…straightforward.
They sat on the couch in the living room while they were watching the movie on 2m sized LCD TV. The light was turned off . Kazuya was leaning against one arm of the couch staring without blinking in front of the screen while Tatsuya was leaning against the other arm reacting at every detail in the movie scenes. A sudden appearance of a face full of blood made Kazuya jump from his seat and grab Tatsuya’s arm covering his eyes on the older one’s shoulder.
Tatsuya smiled gently and put a hand on Kazuya’s head caressing him.
“It seems you are not that tough as other people might think” Tatsuya thought and the thought remained in his head because he knew it would only piss off Kazuya if he told him.
“Mou…Tat-chan I can’t watch this anymore…”Kazuya yawned rubbing his head against Tatsuya’s shoulder and then he turned around lying on the couch with his head on the other’s lap. He turned his face against Tatsuya’s abdomen which made the lather raise his hands confused by his sudden cuddling. Then he smiled and put both hands on Kazuya head, playing with his soft hair between his fingers. Tatsuya continued watching the movie like it was some interesting documentary while Kazuya’s breathing was slow and constant.
“I wish we could stay like this forever…” Tatsuya yawned and shook his head because he definitely wanted to finish watching the movie. The festival drained his energy…and Kazuya too.
When Tatsuya woke up the next day he realized he fell asleep before the ending of the movie which made him sigh in disappointment. He went to the kitchen where a Kazuya wearing an apron was cooking breakfast. A fresh made orange juice was expecting him on the table. Kazuya noticed him and waved with one hand while he was holding a bag of milk in his mouth, a pan in one hand and the other was about to take a glass.
“It seems we both fell asleep on the couch!” Tatsuya yawned drinking his orange juice. An orange trace remained on his upper lip and when Kazuya turned around to put the glass on the table he was staring at Tatsuya’s lip while he didn’t pay attention to where he put the glass. It fell on the floor breaking in pieces. Tatsuya throbbed staring at a surprised Kazuya.
“Mou Kazu-chan..” Tatsuya took the bag of milk out of his mouth and put it on the table before it would fall and started gathering the pieces of broken glass. “Itai!”
Kazuya knelt in front of Tatsuya and grabbed his hand. His finger was already bleeding.
“Kazu wait!” Tatsuya wanted to pull his hand because he knew Kazuya might faint but something happened which made him widen his eyes.
Kazuya closed his eyes and put Tatsuya’s finger in his mouth , licking the blood.
“Kazu…” Tatsuya’s surprised face was unique. Kazuya opened his eyes and released his finger then he started to gather the broken pieces.
“You should be more careful. Broken glass doesn’t bring any good luck” he said not looking into Tatsuya’s eyes knowing he did quite a spontaneous thing which also surprised him. “Sorry for being such a clumsy person”
“It’s alright , Kazu, we all have our days” Tatsuya joined to help Kazuya but the latter stopped his hand and pushed him back.
“It’s my fault no need to help me” Kazuya mumbled with a rather annoyed tone which made the other arch his eyebrow.
“Didn’t sleep well?” Tatsuya asked as he sat on the chair staring at Kazuya.
“I had some nightmares. You came into my room and raped me” Kazuya said still picking the broken pieces . A small smirk started to take form on his lips not looking at Tatsuya when he suddenly heard him burst into a laughter.
“That~!!” Tatsuya couldn’t stop himself and it also made Kazuya look at him and laugh shaking his head.”Don’t worry I don’t rape people in their sleep” Tatsuya giggled.
“You wake them up before doing it right? It’s common sense!” Kazuya laughed at his words and couldn’t believe it. He didn’t dream anything he just wanted to take his mind off …anything but Tatsuya. He rather failed since the fake dream concerned the other raping him. He made sure it sounded like a bad morning joke.
They both became cheerful again and prepared themselves for school. It was just another boring day and even after the festival, everything came to normal like it didn’t even happen. Or so they thought.
It wasn’t long enough until their classmates started to applaud them for their wonderful performance. But there was just one pair of eyes which seemed to disapprove with the others.
“Then, will see each other after classes “ Kazuya waved at Tatsuya while they went towards their homeroom.
Tatsuya took out his lunch from his bag which Kazuya prepared for him and he felt quite anxious to be able to eat something which his friend made for him. He liked the idea of someone taking care of him and he loved Kazuya for that. But how far did his love go, he was also wondering, a mystery which he would soon enough solve. He throbbed when someone hit his desk and when he raised his head he saw a pair of angry eyes.
“Tatsuya-kun!” Kina said looking straight into his eyes. “Would you please come with me outside? I have something to discuss with you.”
“Can’t you tell me here?” Tatsuya asked piercing with his eyes which made Kina confused.
“When did this guy become so confident?” she asked herself somehow annoyed by his sudden change. She was jealous…jealous that Tatsuya got all the attention from Kazuya, the one she has been loving for years and couldn’t get his love to be hers. Even though Tatsuya was a boy, even like that, she was afraid she might have lost Kazuya.
“It’s a private matter. I can’t…” she said looking around towards their classmates who were listening to their conversation.
“Ok! “Tatsuya smiled and let his chopsticks fall on the bento he had on the desk.
“Why are you smiling like that?” Kina asked walking in front of him.
“How am I smiling?” Tatsuya asked curious cause he didn’t even notice.
“Like you are in love or something. Tatsuya-kun do you have a girlfriend?” Kina glanced back at him and waited for a reaction but he was staring at the floor while walking and couldn’t see his eyes.
“Eeh? Aw…no…I don’t have a girlfriend.” He said somehow surprised by her question. He suddenly questioned himself as off why did she call him out …and even out of the building. They reached the old deposit , where he first met Kazuya.
“Tatsuya-kun, what relationship do you have with Kame-chan?” she suddenly asked while she locked the door of the deposit making Tatsuya throb and stare around concerned. He notice 3 guys who seemed to be menace- magnets, dressed up in black suits and their eyes covered with black glasses.
“Kina-san, what’s this?”
“I asked you something first!” Kina was somehow pissed off by Tatsuya’s sudden change. He was…cool.
“We are good friends” Tatsuya shrugged and targeted the gorillas , cause they really looked like gorillas.
“Good friends don’t make a performance like that.” Kina said with a sarcastic tone.
Tatsuya giggled.
“If you have something to tell him why don’t you say it to him. Why even bother with me. It’s not like we are together or something.
“Well…together or not I DON’T LIKE YOU NEXT TO HIM. I don’t like your face either. So I would like to ask you to keep away from him before I get …”
‘You get what? “ Tatsuya repeated her words because she suddenly became nervous and couldn’t speak. She just waved at her 3 gorillas who came towards Tatsuya and grabbed his arms landing punched into his stomach.
It was lunch break when Kazuya decided to visit Tatsuya to see what he was doing, just to kill some time. He was insanely bored and he suddenly missed the other.
He entered the homeroom but Tatsuya was nowhere to be found. He stopped a classmate of his and asked where he was.
“He just went out with Kina-chan. I think they went into the deposit. Maybe she will confess ne? Quite an act you put up there I almost thought you were into each other or something” the male classmate laughed and patted his shoulder.
Kazuya’s eyes widened and he rushed towards the deposit .
“It wasn’t an act!” Kazuya mumbled as he was running towards that place. His hands formed two fists and his anger filled up inside him. “If you do anything to him I swear I’m going to…” but he stopped in front of the door because it was locked. He tried to force it then he remembered he changed the lock that time when it broke and he had the key. He opened the door and blocked at the scene in front of him.
Tatsuya was receiving punch after punch after punch and he already lost his conscience, his lips full of blood.
“STOOOOOOOP!” the three gorillas stopped and Kina was shocked by the sudden intrusion. Kazuya pushed the guys trying to release Tatsuya from their grip and surprisingly he managed to do so, while Tatsuya fell on his knees then his whole body fell on the ground.
Kazuya covered Tatsuya while the 3 men started to hit both of them with their feet. Kazuya’s body was throbbing at every hit he received making him shout in pain.
“Kame-chan…” Kina covered her mouth in shock . She couldn’t believe the length to which Kazuya went to protect his friend. Even she didn’t think their friendship was so…strong.
Tatsuya opened his eyes and when he realized what was happening , seeing Kazuya’s smile combined with the pain from the hits he was receiving to protect him, his heart stopped and took a deep breath.
“Kazu-chan…” he looked into Kazuya ‘s tearful eyes.
“I love you Tat-chan…I am sorry I didn’t come earlier to protect you. I am so~” before he could even finish the word the last hit made him frown and faint on top of Tatsuya.
“Kazu-chan! Kazu…!”
Tatsuya found the strength to push him on the floor and got up with a face half beaten up, half full of anger.
“YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES! YOU WEREN’T PLEASED WITH JUST ME! YOU HAD TO HIT HIM AS WELL!”
The 3 men looked at each other and shrugged while Tatsuya darted towards them and landed a punch for each one of them with a furry and speed that they didn’t even have time to react.
Kina jumped towards Kazuya, shaking his shoulders.
“Kame-chan! Kame-chan please wake up!” she was crying.
“You fucking bitch! Why did you let them hit him?” Tatsuya grabbed her shoulders and got her up on her feet. She was shocked by his sudden change of character .
“Tatsuya-kun…I…”
“My relationship with him is none of your business whatsoever! Got it? I am sick of you always bullying me and clinging on him like you own him. If you like him just tell him already! Why in the name of the world did you let them beat him up? Are you retarded?”
Kina was crying…she couldn’t believe the words she heard and as much as the grip hurt, his words were true…and that hurt even more.
He shook her harder and tightened the grip which made her frown in pain.
“I…didn’t know what to do. You…he…was…protecting you…why…you…are both crazy!” she finally said but she also knew she had to stop them but she didn’t. Why? The view of Kazuya taking the hits for his friend made her dumb folded . She had never in her whole life seen such a strong bond between two friends.
Tatsuya pushed her to the floor and rushed towards Kazuya. The punches he gave those 3 guys were so hard that they still hadn’t recovered , laying on the floor almost lifeless.
“Kazu-chan!” Tatsuya took his head and put it on his lap then he caressed his face. “Why are you staring like that? Call the ambulance!” Tatsuya screamed towards Kina which made her throb. “Kazu-chan…wake up please” tears started falling on his cheeks while he kept rocking Kazuya so that he would open his eyes. “Kazu-chaaan!” he shook him harder while Kazuya’s body didn’t move at all. He placed a kiss on his forehead then, without even a second of doubt, his lips touched the younger ones, leaving traces of tears on them.
A voice could be heard on the phone asking for directions from Kina, who was staring at the scene with a stunned expression on her face.
“Moshi moshi? Can you please tell me where the emergency is?”
She shook her head and gave directions to the lady on the phone then she hang up, still not believing her eyes.
“Tatsuya…” she mumbled. He raised his head and the expression he had made her tears pour on her cheeks with the speed of light. The sight, him holding Kazuya’s face into his hands, and the gentle smile that he had, made her cover herself in embarrassment and disgust.
“You! I will never forgive you for this. I might have forgiven you for beating me up and releasing your frustrations on me…but this… letting him get the hits for me…this… I will never let it go!”
Tatsuya mumbled, his words fading away, while his smile disappeared and his expression was still and blank. Then he heard the ambulance coming towards the school. He gathered the strength he still had and took Kazuya in his arms. While he passed Kina, who was crying even harder than before, he hit a can next to her which made her throb and stare, eyes full of tears, towards the man she loved and let herself fall on the floor, hitting it with her fists.
Tatsuya laid the younger one on the ambulance bed but right before he would even speak he fainted and fell on the ground.
The sound of the ambulance siren echoed in the city, making people turn around and wonder who got hurt or maybe even…died. The two boys were both in the ambulance, the doctor and nurses cutting their clothes and searching for any signs that would show internal bleeding.
“We have two boys, maybe age 18, got beaten up at school, possible risk of internal bleeding. One of them has signs of bruises. Please prepare the rooms. “
The doctor notified the hospital and then took Tatsuya’s hand to check his pulse. He opened his eyes with one hand and put a small light to check them. Then he stared at the bruised body and sighed.
“This might be another case of domestic or school violence. Notify the children’s protection department.”
“Yes, doctor”
The hospital got fired up by the two beaten up boys and the nurses and doctors tried their best to take care of them.
When Kazuya woke up the next day, light pierced through his eyes and he frowned at the pain he felt on his back. He tried getting up but he failed miserably. He looked around and realized he was in the hospital, then he noticed a bed next to him.
“Tat-chan…” he tried to get down but he ended up crawling until he reached the other bed. He laid next to Tatsuya and grabbed his hand then he emerged into a deep sleep, letting his eyes slowly close and tears pour on his cheeks.
The hand he was holding grabbed Kazuya’s even tighter. Tatsuya looked towards the one who fell asleep next to him and put a hand on his waist, instantly falling asleep.
“Baka…”he managed to mumble the word.
END OF CHAPTER 6
I actually finished this a few days ago but I was into studying (I still am) and couldn't find any strength to post this.
I still have a Jinda smut for the interested people I will post it but it is SMUT like
The summary of it should be like this(I actually started writing this in 2009 when they still had BTR concert)
WHEN SOMEONE NOT USED TO ALCOHOL IS DRUNK
The forth day of BTR concert had just finished and Jin was all dressed up for a club. He invited Ueda since he was the only one with enough energy to hang out after a wild concert. Jin wants to get Ueda drunk and he stubbornly refuses until he gives in.But we all know what happens when the "innocent hime" gets drunk and he is not used to alcohol.
Tell me if you are interested in reading this and I will post it up. I know I have some Jinda readers so your comment would be welcomed. The fic is PG17 ~~18 if I must say. XD
Genre:angst, friendship,romance(maybe)
Pairing:Kameda (my new OTP) or not? XD check the jinda smut (notes at the end of this chapter)
Rating:PG 17 WARNING!! : physical and sexual abuse, violence, suicide(maybe don't know yet), mental illnesses , bullying etc PLEASE DON'T READ IF YOU HAVE A WEAK HEART (yeah with the risk of not having any readers I don't want to hurt anyone!!)
Summary: Ueda Tatsuya is a second year high school student who had been beaten up by his father until he met Kamenashi Kazuya a strong and independent boy who takes him under his wing and does anything to protect him. A beautiful friendship begins while Tat-chan's heart grows stronger, but the secrets start to appear while they find themselves protecting each other with their own life.
Note:I will soon update on communities too. I still have regular readers so I am satisfied in any way.
CHAPTER 6-FIGHT
“We shouldn’t do that anymore” Kazuya said while they were walking back home but he didn’t look at Tatsuya and he kinda let a small distance between them like he was afraid of something.
“Do what?” Tatsuya asked without guessing anything.
“Kiss and hug and all this girlish stuff” Kazuya frowned and swallowed.
Tatsuya had this innocent face and his eyes where wide , like a child that had his toy taken.
“Ehh? Why?”
Kazuya stopped walking.
“I don’t know about you but I’m not gay”
Tatsuya burst into a laughter that even the people who passed by him looked at him curiously.
“Why are you laughing?”
Tatsuya covered his mouth trying to keep another laughter. Kazuya was staring at him confused .
“Mou…Tat-chan!”
“This is just something innocent, Kazu-chan! I don’t think we’ll ever be together” Tatsuya said the last word with a serious face and continued walking.
Kazuya kept staring at him without moving an inch, his hand remained like that in the air when he tried to deny Tatsuya’s words. But he couldn’t say anything since that would mean the opposite of what he had said before.
“Sou da yo! How could we ever be so …naïve, ne! It’s just something innocent , of course! So no hugging and kissing and gay stuff like that cause it makes me want to vomit”
“Same here!” Tatsuya swallowed and looked in another direction. “Something innocent right? Nothing to worry about…just an impulse. I love him just like a friend right?” Tatsuya asked himself.
“How could I ever think we could ever be more than friends. I mean..he was…he is a boy and he was…he was…” he looked at Tatsuya who had this calm look on his face while his eyes were closed, breathing the cool air of the evening.
They arrived back home, Tatsuya went upstairs and Kazuya remained to take a shower in the other bathroom, undressing himself while the other was running and he could hear his footsteps.
Meanwhile Tatsuya entered the bathroom and stared at his reflection in the mirror in front of him. He was only wearing his boxers and only he could see the traces of his wounds. He grabbed the sink and let down his head frowning. The tears came out one by one falling on the sink pouring down the drain. He looked again in the mirror and the reflection was another person, another face, a dark one, full of tears.
“No! don’t do this to me now. Not now!” he whispered grabbing the sink tighter almost wanting to pull it out of the wall.
He looked at his reflection and the reflection spoke to him.
“Go to him! Go to him!”
“No please! I don’t want him like that, no!” he closed his eyes and shook his head and when he raised his face again, the reflection didn’t disappear.
“NO!” he shouted and hit the mirror breaking it revealing the wall behind.
Kazuya was under the water taking a shower when he heard the loud noise upstairs. He turned it off and took a pair of boxers then he ran upstairs soaking wet. He kicked the door open and stopped at the door’s frame when he saw the broken mirror and Tatsuya with his hand bleeding.
“Tat-chan! What happened?” he tried to take his hand into his but Tatsuya pulled himself back.
“Stay away from me!” and pushed him away stumbling against a chair behind him . He fell and crawled on his back with a scared look.
“Tat-chan, what…?!” Kazuya reached a hand but Tatsuya was crawling further from him.”No please! Go! Kazu-chan please go away!” Tatsuya was heavily panting and had a very scared look, pushing Kazuya as he was trying to get closer.
When Tatsuya reached the wall Kazuya finally got to him and wanted to grab his shoulder but Tatsuya grabbed his instead and pushed him against the floor.
“He told you stay away but you wouldn’t listen!” Tatsuya’s face changed into something dark and scary , like Kazuya had never seen before.
“Tat-chan!” Kazuya panicked feeling the other one’s heavy body pushing him harder against the floor. “What…”
“If you are talking about the girlish face then he is not here anymore. He left on vacation”
“What?! Eeh? Stop joking Tat-chan I know you are a sadistic person but it is not funny!”
Tatsuya… or whoever he was tried to force a kiss but Kazuya kept avoiding him, moving his head from one side to another. Their bodies where touching each other and Kazuya could feel his hard and rough muscles against his.
“Stop it Tat-chan, we promised we wouldn’t…”
Tatsuya finally grabbed his lips or better said bit him while Kazuya cried with pain, mumbling his name.
“Tat-mmm!!!” Kazuya closed his eyes , his face full of panic since he couldn’t do anything against Tatsuya’s strong grip. He tried to move his head but Tatsuya would bring him back into a kiss. Kazuya finally responded to the kiss making it more passionate than before and moaned grabbing Tatsuya’s hard and manly back. He opened his eyes and saw a different Tatsuya, that didn’t have the innocence the one he thought he knew, so his heart began to beat faster when he realized what was happening. His tears came out in an instant pouring between their lips.
Tatsuya stopped, their lips still touching and he was panting.
“Don’t you hate him?” Tatsuya asked while their lips were still touching. Kazuya swallowed in emptiness analyzing the older one’s eyes.
“Hate who?”
“Tatsuya…”
Kazuya frowned and searched into Tatsuya’s eyes.
“No…”he answered closing his eyes and raising his head for another kiss. “That’s why you were smiling like that. You were never yourself…” he waited for an answer but Tatsuya didn’t move.
“I feel something different , like… he really loves you. Do you love him?” Tatsuya tightened the grip on Kazuya making him frown in pain.
“Yes! I love him!”
“Are you sure? I’m not asking you again!”
“YES I LOVE YOU!I LOVE YOU TAT-CHAN! COME BACK TO ME PLEASE!” Kazuya screamed and he started crying again. Tatsuya loosened the grip and instantly fell on Kazuya’s body.
The younger grabbed his shoulders and turned him around laying him on his back on the floor.
“Tat-chan! Tat-chan wake up!” Kazuya shook his shoulder but no answer came. He put his head on Tatsuya’s shoulder. “Please come back to me, Tat-chan, I’m here…I’m here…!”
Tatsuya finally opened his eyes and grabbed Kazuya’s head with one hand.
“What happened? “ he mumbled caressing his head.
Kazuya raised his face and hugged him letting his body fall over Tatsuya.
“you scared me! Don’t play this game ever! Please talk to me before doing this kinky stuff again!”
“But…what did I do?” Tatsuya asked confused.
Kazuya stared into his eyes and he could see the old Tatsuya again but there was still a dark sparkle in his eyes which made him throb.
Kazuya let his head fall back on Tatsuya’s shoulder.
“Maybe you are talking about my brother, Kazu-chan!” Tatsuya raised his head while Kazuya almost wanted to burst into a sarcastic laughter thinking that the older one really had some sadistic jokes for him. “The doctor said it’s double personality when I first had the “attack” but when I told him that I had a twin brother he was really shocked”
“Eeh? Come on Tat-chan stop joking it is not funny!”
Tatsuya pushed him back gently and leaned against the wall.
“It happened a few weeks after my father started beating me. I fainted and woke up in the hospital with the police next to my bed saying that I’ve beaten up my father and because I was still an underage I wouldn’t get into prison just into some hospital for rehabilitation. It seemed that my neighbors heard me screaming at my father and that someone called the police because I ran outside with blood on my hands. I was taken to a hospital like that and a physiatrist asked me some questions about myself. I said I didn’t remember anything from what I did. A few days later I had another “attack” like this and when I woke up a nurse who wanted to help me undress got stabbed by me but I only hurt her a little bit nothing serious. I said I really didn’t remember when the doctor decided to hypnotize me and try to find out the source. After I woke up he told me that I have a double personality and that the other one wanted to kill anyone who would try to get close to me. Then I said I had a twin but he died right after my mom gave birth so I asked if there were any cases when someone had another person inside him because I could sometimes feel there was someone else with me. He answered that it wasn’t really the case and that maybe it’s my denied feelings and pain which might resulted to a second personality because I developed together with another baby before she gave birth to us. That might have remained somewhere in my mind although it’s practically impossible the doctor said that the other “me” described himself as my twin brother. If it were true or not I don’t know… One day I was laying on my bed when I suddenly started to speak by myself. I wanted to see if that was true..If I really had a “brother “inside me.“Ne…if you are there… if you hear me…please stop attacking people. I don’t want it. As long as I am fine nothing else matters.”“YOU need to fight! Fight Tatsuya!” he whispered to me“I need rest…” I answered . I swear I could hear another voice in my head. So from what I know I’ve never had another attack until… until he tried to do that to me. How do I know it? Because I woke up with him on top of me and he had his head full of blood and his lip was bleeding. The bottle which was next to us was broken. I..or “my brother” hit him with the bottle. I only remember how he tried to undress me but then everything is a blur. “
Kazuya had expectant eyes .
“So… he didn’t…HE DIDN’T RAPE YOU?”
“I don’t think so… but I still have nightmares and it’s kinda confusing… it’s not the first time I was harassed and almost raped. I always ended up being attacked on the street because of my face. And someone always protected me. I never thought he would show up just now. Did he do something to you? Did he hurt you? He is strong..very strong…especially because he is using my strength as a boxer. Maybe it’s the me who wants’ to fight back..or maybe it’s me but I just don’t remember”
“It wasn’t you…even like that you kept yelling at me to go away. “
“I don’t remember that part”
“Then it means …you are getting stronger. Only after some time you became someone else like I’ve never seen before…and you tried..he tried…he..”
“What?” Tatsuya got scared scanning his face for any trace of wounds.
“He forced a kiss on me and asked me if I love you, because he feels you love me”
“Eeeh?” Tatsuya blushed. “Did he…did I…?”
“No you didn’t..even so…it felt quite…hmmm how should I put it” Kazuya ruffled his own hair embarrassed. “Very strong, like a dominant, passionate man! “
“What did you answer?”
“That I love you and that I wanted you back…he asked me if I hated you and I said no”
“Gomen! Baka!” Tatsuya hit his head.
“Stop hitting yourself! He loves you, Tatsuya! He loves you! He deserves your love, he’ll protect you !I can feel that. I’ll leave now you are safe with him” Tatsuya heard it in his head and stood with his hand in the air right before hitting himself again, listening to the voice.
“Aw!” he suddenly said. “Eeh? Don’t leave!”
“Tat-chan what are you doing?” Kazuya looked at the older one because he didn’t understand what it was happening.
“He wants to leave! My brother wants to leave!”
Kazuya stared like that at Tatsuya and couldn’t believe it that he was actually talking to himself.
“Tell him I’ll protect you and he doesn’t need to beat up people again. Or do anything else…for that matter” Kazuya coughed entering his game. But he still couldn’t believe it.
Tatsuya pushed him against the floor with a passionate look on his face which almost scared Kazuya who thought the “brother” came back to” beat “him up.
“Kazu-chan! I remember now!”
“eeh?”
“Everything that happened… it was me! I did it! I protected myself against my father, I hurt the nurse because she was touching my lower part and…I did all of those things”
Kazuya stared at him confused. He definitely found a crazy person. But he somehow loved him like that…even crazy like that he loved him. He looked into his eyes and the darkness disappeared.
“If it was me or not I can’t tell for sure, but I have my memories back and it sure feels like me. And I feel stronger, better now, like I’m a single person”
“And what about me ?Why did he..you..why did you attack me then?”
“Maybe because I wasn’t sure of what I wanted , or maybe I was afraid you would hate me. But those tearful eyes…could never lie to me. Those were sincere. Your words, your kiss were sincere. I’m sorry Kazu-chan! I really am ok now! And my father didn’t do anything to me since he didn’t get to that part.”
“How do I know you are not joking just now” Kazuya turned to his right. “how do I know you weren’t always like this”Kazuya’s face suddenly changed, a trace of doubt could be seen.
Tatsuya realized that everything he said was very strange so he got up and gave a hand to Kazuya to help him.
“Let’s talk. I think I have a lot to explain. Now that I know that everything was just to protect myself I feel different. I always thought I were a coward but I never thought that because I didn’t want to hurt the people around me I actually denied everything. “
Tatsuya went towards his bedroom and Kazuya followed him after taking a pair of pants and a T-shirt.
“Two weeks have passed since my father started drinking so he would come home and complain that he doesn’t have any chances for a new job and that he needs to find something else. I saw him bringing a bag with alcohol and he would sit at the table and drink until he collapsed. One night I tried to take the bottle from his hand and that’s when everything started. He punched me and I fell on the floor. He continued to hit me until everything became a blur. No wonder I would remember only pieces of those nights. There were moments when I couldn’t hold back and react but then I stopped and let him do whatever he liked he was my father after all. Now that I think about it I should have taken his bottle and throw it away” Tatsuya had a bitter smile on his face sitting on his bed and staring at the floor like he used to do it when he met Kazuya. “I should go one day and check on him. Maybe he is worried about me~”
Kazuya frowned and formed his fist.
“I’m not that innocent either, Kazu”
“Well I like you more when you were innocent and shy and I hope that didn’t change” Kazuya turned his face to look at Tatsuya who had that kind smile he always had no matter what hardships he had. He raised his head and faced the other.
Kazuya had this devilish smirk on his face as he approached Tatsuya’s face . The older one shrugged and closed his eyes hesitant.
“Ii ne… that look on your face”
Tatsuya slowly opened his eyes only to see Kazuya close to his face breathing over his lips .
“Kazu..I’ve never been in love or never gone to a date. So please give me a break” Tatsuya got up a little pissed off by Kazuya’s fooling around.
“Definitely liked you when you were more…obedient, Tat-chan” Kazuya made two steps behind Tatsuya and grabbed his waist pushing him against the wall. “Quite an act you put up I know you want me.”
Tatsuya turned around and stared into Kazuya’s eyes.
“It wasn’t an act. Nothing was an act. But it was a mistake. I will never love you like that…” Tatsuya lowered his eyes targeting Kazuya’s lips.
Kazuya hit the wall next to him and frowned.
“Then tell me you don’t love me!”
“I do…love you” Tatsuya turned his face to his left but Kazuya turned it back and raised it. The older one closed his eyes.
“Then make love to me!” Kazuya smiled while Tatsuya’s eyes were still closed and frowning while he bit his own lip.
Kazuya smirked and turned around letting a confuse Tatsuya still leaned against the wall
“Jodan! I was just teasing you”
Tatsuya opened his eyes and sighed.
“Mou Kazu-chan..” Tatsuya pouted following Kazuya on the stairs.
“Are you disappointed?” Kazuya asked without turning around. He arrived in the kitchen where he grabbed himself a glass of water. Then he turned around and leaned against the sink.
“By what?” Tatsuya asked sitting on a chair.
“By the fact that I was joking”
Tatsuya looked at Kazuya with surprised eyes knowing that it was a trick question then he smiled brightly and grabbed himself an apple from the basket behind Kazuya.
“Ma ma ma we are guys after all, right Kazu-chan?” he asked his eyes innocent. He bit a mouthful from the apple, a move which made Kazuya swallow and stare at his beautiful shaped lips while a drop of the apple’s juice was pouring down his chin.
“Right…”Kazuya mumbled drinking another full glass of water. “What’s wrong with me? And what’s wrong with him teasing me like that?!”
“Ne Kazu-chan let’s watch a movie! A horror one! Onegai!” Tatsuya put his hands together begging.
“Alright , alright! Let’s see what I have brought with me.” Kazuya searched his DVDs and found SAW IV . He swallowed and tried to hide it when Tatsuya took it from his hand. “This is perfect! Let’s watch this , ne?”
“Whatever you want…” Kazuya mumbled thinking he liked it more when he was shy and innocent and not so…straightforward.
They sat on the couch in the living room while they were watching the movie on 2m sized LCD TV. The light was turned off . Kazuya was leaning against one arm of the couch staring without blinking in front of the screen while Tatsuya was leaning against the other arm reacting at every detail in the movie scenes. A sudden appearance of a face full of blood made Kazuya jump from his seat and grab Tatsuya’s arm covering his eyes on the older one’s shoulder.
Tatsuya smiled gently and put a hand on Kazuya’s head caressing him.
“It seems you are not that tough as other people might think” Tatsuya thought and the thought remained in his head because he knew it would only piss off Kazuya if he told him.
“Mou…Tat-chan I can’t watch this anymore…”Kazuya yawned rubbing his head against Tatsuya’s shoulder and then he turned around lying on the couch with his head on the other’s lap. He turned his face against Tatsuya’s abdomen which made the lather raise his hands confused by his sudden cuddling. Then he smiled and put both hands on Kazuya head, playing with his soft hair between his fingers. Tatsuya continued watching the movie like it was some interesting documentary while Kazuya’s breathing was slow and constant.
“I wish we could stay like this forever…” Tatsuya yawned and shook his head because he definitely wanted to finish watching the movie. The festival drained his energy…and Kazuya too.
When Tatsuya woke up the next day he realized he fell asleep before the ending of the movie which made him sigh in disappointment. He went to the kitchen where a Kazuya wearing an apron was cooking breakfast. A fresh made orange juice was expecting him on the table. Kazuya noticed him and waved with one hand while he was holding a bag of milk in his mouth, a pan in one hand and the other was about to take a glass.
“It seems we both fell asleep on the couch!” Tatsuya yawned drinking his orange juice. An orange trace remained on his upper lip and when Kazuya turned around to put the glass on the table he was staring at Tatsuya’s lip while he didn’t pay attention to where he put the glass. It fell on the floor breaking in pieces. Tatsuya throbbed staring at a surprised Kazuya.
“Mou Kazu-chan..” Tatsuya took the bag of milk out of his mouth and put it on the table before it would fall and started gathering the pieces of broken glass. “Itai!”
Kazuya knelt in front of Tatsuya and grabbed his hand. His finger was already bleeding.
“Kazu wait!” Tatsuya wanted to pull his hand because he knew Kazuya might faint but something happened which made him widen his eyes.
Kazuya closed his eyes and put Tatsuya’s finger in his mouth , licking the blood.
“Kazu…” Tatsuya’s surprised face was unique. Kazuya opened his eyes and released his finger then he started to gather the broken pieces.
“You should be more careful. Broken glass doesn’t bring any good luck” he said not looking into Tatsuya’s eyes knowing he did quite a spontaneous thing which also surprised him. “Sorry for being such a clumsy person”
“It’s alright , Kazu, we all have our days” Tatsuya joined to help Kazuya but the latter stopped his hand and pushed him back.
“It’s my fault no need to help me” Kazuya mumbled with a rather annoyed tone which made the other arch his eyebrow.
“Didn’t sleep well?” Tatsuya asked as he sat on the chair staring at Kazuya.
“I had some nightmares. You came into my room and raped me” Kazuya said still picking the broken pieces . A small smirk started to take form on his lips not looking at Tatsuya when he suddenly heard him burst into a laughter.
“That~!!” Tatsuya couldn’t stop himself and it also made Kazuya look at him and laugh shaking his head.”Don’t worry I don’t rape people in their sleep” Tatsuya giggled.
“You wake them up before doing it right? It’s common sense!” Kazuya laughed at his words and couldn’t believe it. He didn’t dream anything he just wanted to take his mind off …anything but Tatsuya. He rather failed since the fake dream concerned the other raping him. He made sure it sounded like a bad morning joke.
They both became cheerful again and prepared themselves for school. It was just another boring day and even after the festival, everything came to normal like it didn’t even happen. Or so they thought.
It wasn’t long enough until their classmates started to applaud them for their wonderful performance. But there was just one pair of eyes which seemed to disapprove with the others.
“Then, will see each other after classes “ Kazuya waved at Tatsuya while they went towards their homeroom.
Tatsuya took out his lunch from his bag which Kazuya prepared for him and he felt quite anxious to be able to eat something which his friend made for him. He liked the idea of someone taking care of him and he loved Kazuya for that. But how far did his love go, he was also wondering, a mystery which he would soon enough solve. He throbbed when someone hit his desk and when he raised his head he saw a pair of angry eyes.
“Tatsuya-kun!” Kina said looking straight into his eyes. “Would you please come with me outside? I have something to discuss with you.”
“Can’t you tell me here?” Tatsuya asked piercing with his eyes which made Kina confused.
“When did this guy become so confident?” she asked herself somehow annoyed by his sudden change. She was jealous…jealous that Tatsuya got all the attention from Kazuya, the one she has been loving for years and couldn’t get his love to be hers. Even though Tatsuya was a boy, even like that, she was afraid she might have lost Kazuya.
“It’s a private matter. I can’t…” she said looking around towards their classmates who were listening to their conversation.
“Ok! “Tatsuya smiled and let his chopsticks fall on the bento he had on the desk.
“Why are you smiling like that?” Kina asked walking in front of him.
“How am I smiling?” Tatsuya asked curious cause he didn’t even notice.
“Like you are in love or something. Tatsuya-kun do you have a girlfriend?” Kina glanced back at him and waited for a reaction but he was staring at the floor while walking and couldn’t see his eyes.
“Eeh? Aw…no…I don’t have a girlfriend.” He said somehow surprised by her question. He suddenly questioned himself as off why did she call him out …and even out of the building. They reached the old deposit , where he first met Kazuya.
“Tatsuya-kun, what relationship do you have with Kame-chan?” she suddenly asked while she locked the door of the deposit making Tatsuya throb and stare around concerned. He notice 3 guys who seemed to be menace- magnets, dressed up in black suits and their eyes covered with black glasses.
“Kina-san, what’s this?”
“I asked you something first!” Kina was somehow pissed off by Tatsuya’s sudden change. He was…cool.
“We are good friends” Tatsuya shrugged and targeted the gorillas , cause they really looked like gorillas.
“Good friends don’t make a performance like that.” Kina said with a sarcastic tone.
Tatsuya giggled.
“If you have something to tell him why don’t you say it to him. Why even bother with me. It’s not like we are together or something.
“Well…together or not I DON’T LIKE YOU NEXT TO HIM. I don’t like your face either. So I would like to ask you to keep away from him before I get …”
‘You get what? “ Tatsuya repeated her words because she suddenly became nervous and couldn’t speak. She just waved at her 3 gorillas who came towards Tatsuya and grabbed his arms landing punched into his stomach.
It was lunch break when Kazuya decided to visit Tatsuya to see what he was doing, just to kill some time. He was insanely bored and he suddenly missed the other.
He entered the homeroom but Tatsuya was nowhere to be found. He stopped a classmate of his and asked where he was.
“He just went out with Kina-chan. I think they went into the deposit. Maybe she will confess ne? Quite an act you put up there I almost thought you were into each other or something” the male classmate laughed and patted his shoulder.
Kazuya’s eyes widened and he rushed towards the deposit .
“It wasn’t an act!” Kazuya mumbled as he was running towards that place. His hands formed two fists and his anger filled up inside him. “If you do anything to him I swear I’m going to…” but he stopped in front of the door because it was locked. He tried to force it then he remembered he changed the lock that time when it broke and he had the key. He opened the door and blocked at the scene in front of him.
Tatsuya was receiving punch after punch after punch and he already lost his conscience, his lips full of blood.
“STOOOOOOOP!” the three gorillas stopped and Kina was shocked by the sudden intrusion. Kazuya pushed the guys trying to release Tatsuya from their grip and surprisingly he managed to do so, while Tatsuya fell on his knees then his whole body fell on the ground.
Kazuya covered Tatsuya while the 3 men started to hit both of them with their feet. Kazuya’s body was throbbing at every hit he received making him shout in pain.
“Kame-chan…” Kina covered her mouth in shock . She couldn’t believe the length to which Kazuya went to protect his friend. Even she didn’t think their friendship was so…strong.
Tatsuya opened his eyes and when he realized what was happening , seeing Kazuya’s smile combined with the pain from the hits he was receiving to protect him, his heart stopped and took a deep breath.
“Kazu-chan…” he looked into Kazuya ‘s tearful eyes.
“I love you Tat-chan…I am sorry I didn’t come earlier to protect you. I am so~” before he could even finish the word the last hit made him frown and faint on top of Tatsuya.
“Kazu-chan! Kazu…!”
Tatsuya found the strength to push him on the floor and got up with a face half beaten up, half full of anger.
“YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES! YOU WEREN’T PLEASED WITH JUST ME! YOU HAD TO HIT HIM AS WELL!”
The 3 men looked at each other and shrugged while Tatsuya darted towards them and landed a punch for each one of them with a furry and speed that they didn’t even have time to react.
Kina jumped towards Kazuya, shaking his shoulders.
“Kame-chan! Kame-chan please wake up!” she was crying.
“You fucking bitch! Why did you let them hit him?” Tatsuya grabbed her shoulders and got her up on her feet. She was shocked by his sudden change of character .
“Tatsuya-kun…I…”
“My relationship with him is none of your business whatsoever! Got it? I am sick of you always bullying me and clinging on him like you own him. If you like him just tell him already! Why in the name of the world did you let them beat him up? Are you retarded?”
Kina was crying…she couldn’t believe the words she heard and as much as the grip hurt, his words were true…and that hurt even more.
He shook her harder and tightened the grip which made her frown in pain.
“I…didn’t know what to do. You…he…was…protecting you…why…you…are both crazy!” she finally said but she also knew she had to stop them but she didn’t. Why? The view of Kazuya taking the hits for his friend made her dumb folded . She had never in her whole life seen such a strong bond between two friends.
Tatsuya pushed her to the floor and rushed towards Kazuya. The punches he gave those 3 guys were so hard that they still hadn’t recovered , laying on the floor almost lifeless.
“Kazu-chan!” Tatsuya took his head and put it on his lap then he caressed his face. “Why are you staring like that? Call the ambulance!” Tatsuya screamed towards Kina which made her throb. “Kazu-chan…wake up please” tears started falling on his cheeks while he kept rocking Kazuya so that he would open his eyes. “Kazu-chaaan!” he shook him harder while Kazuya’s body didn’t move at all. He placed a kiss on his forehead then, without even a second of doubt, his lips touched the younger ones, leaving traces of tears on them.
A voice could be heard on the phone asking for directions from Kina, who was staring at the scene with a stunned expression on her face.
“Moshi moshi? Can you please tell me where the emergency is?”
She shook her head and gave directions to the lady on the phone then she hang up, still not believing her eyes.
“Tatsuya…” she mumbled. He raised his head and the expression he had made her tears pour on her cheeks with the speed of light. The sight, him holding Kazuya’s face into his hands, and the gentle smile that he had, made her cover herself in embarrassment and disgust.
“You! I will never forgive you for this. I might have forgiven you for beating me up and releasing your frustrations on me…but this… letting him get the hits for me…this… I will never let it go!”
Tatsuya mumbled, his words fading away, while his smile disappeared and his expression was still and blank. Then he heard the ambulance coming towards the school. He gathered the strength he still had and took Kazuya in his arms. While he passed Kina, who was crying even harder than before, he hit a can next to her which made her throb and stare, eyes full of tears, towards the man she loved and let herself fall on the floor, hitting it with her fists.
Tatsuya laid the younger one on the ambulance bed but right before he would even speak he fainted and fell on the ground.
The sound of the ambulance siren echoed in the city, making people turn around and wonder who got hurt or maybe even…died. The two boys were both in the ambulance, the doctor and nurses cutting their clothes and searching for any signs that would show internal bleeding.
“We have two boys, maybe age 18, got beaten up at school, possible risk of internal bleeding. One of them has signs of bruises. Please prepare the rooms. “
The doctor notified the hospital and then took Tatsuya’s hand to check his pulse. He opened his eyes with one hand and put a small light to check them. Then he stared at the bruised body and sighed.
“This might be another case of domestic or school violence. Notify the children’s protection department.”
“Yes, doctor”
The hospital got fired up by the two beaten up boys and the nurses and doctors tried their best to take care of them.
When Kazuya woke up the next day, light pierced through his eyes and he frowned at the pain he felt on his back. He tried getting up but he failed miserably. He looked around and realized he was in the hospital, then he noticed a bed next to him.
“Tat-chan…” he tried to get down but he ended up crawling until he reached the other bed. He laid next to Tatsuya and grabbed his hand then he emerged into a deep sleep, letting his eyes slowly close and tears pour on his cheeks.
The hand he was holding grabbed Kazuya’s even tighter. Tatsuya looked towards the one who fell asleep next to him and put a hand on his waist, instantly falling asleep.
“Baka…”he managed to mumble the word.
END OF CHAPTER 6
I actually finished this a few days ago but I was into studying (I still am) and couldn't find any strength to post this.
I still have a Jinda smut for the interested people I will post it but it is SMUT like
The summary of it should be like this(I actually started writing this in 2009 when they still had BTR concert)
WHEN SOMEONE NOT USED TO ALCOHOL IS DRUNK
The forth day of BTR concert had just finished and Jin was all dressed up for a club. He invited Ueda since he was the only one with enough energy to hang out after a wild concert. Jin wants to get Ueda drunk and he stubbornly refuses until he gives in.But we all know what happens when the "innocent hime" gets drunk and he is not used to alcohol.
Tell me if you are interested in reading this and I will post it up. I know I have some Jinda readers so your comment would be welcomed. The fic is PG17 ~~18 if I must say. XD