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What's even better then being hated? Being hated because other people say I'm worth being hated.
And to top off that, you lie to me about how you "have no idea" why I'm hated; when in reality, YOU are the sole reason for that. I'd rather be given a chance to make somebody hate me, instead of having somebody think that having never spoken a word to me. Honestly, I probably am worth being hated by you. But I'd like to think you made that judgement based on actually interacting with me and not, oh, what somebody else tells you.
If I'm selfish, I'd like to know what you are. Don't blame my independence on your inability. I'm going places - you clearly don't want to. I had to fight just as hard, maybe harder, to get what I wanted, and I had to make it happen for myself. If for that, I'm selfish, then so be it. I'd rather be free and selfish then selfless and living in the shadow of somebody I'll never become.
So I'm going to do what I want. I'm going where I want. I'm going to get what I want, I'm going to go to school where I want, love the boy I want to love, and spend my money how I want to. It's nice to know I can't possibly lower your opinion of me, because it's already as low as it can get.
And I know I'll be happy when I can pick my family.
And to top off that, you lie to me about how you "have no idea" why I'm hated; when in reality, YOU are the sole reason for that. I'd rather be given a chance to make somebody hate me, instead of having somebody think that having never spoken a word to me. Honestly, I probably am worth being hated by you. But I'd like to think you made that judgement based on actually interacting with me and not, oh, what somebody else tells you.
If I'm selfish, I'd like to know what you are. Don't blame my independence on your inability. I'm going places - you clearly don't want to. I had to fight just as hard, maybe harder, to get what I wanted, and I had to make it happen for myself. If for that, I'm selfish, then so be it. I'd rather be free and selfish then selfless and living in the shadow of somebody I'll never become.
So I'm going to do what I want. I'm going where I want. I'm going to get what I want, I'm going to go to school where I want, love the boy I want to love, and spend my money how I want to. It's nice to know I can't possibly lower your opinion of me, because it's already as low as it can get.
And I know I'll be happy when I can pick my family.