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So I'm on spring break. not much of a break though considering the amount of school work that I have to get done. It sucks but actually I'm making great progress on it and I intend to actually have a few me days where I can do anything. That is of course if I can get jail, reverse and the frequency table to work for my C++ monopoly game to work. I had a dream about the code last night and I think in my dream I pretty much figured it out.
I'm pretty sure I have a very strange condition. It happens when I get super frustrated doing lets say math or something and I'll go to bed. That night I WILL have a dream about that math problem and in my dream I will solve it. In the morning when I get up sure enough I can solve the math problem. Its like when sleeping I have more control and I can calmly get it done. Its so weird and I'm quite sure that will classify me as insane or something, but its the neatest thing because it really does help me to get my work done. So I'm sure Olga wonders why I'll be super pissed at homework and then just get in bed. Its because essentially I get it done there... just I have to do it in the morning. But there are those nights where I can remember that I dreamed about it, but I couldn't for the life of me actually recall that dream. I figure that's my way of telling myself that I really don't know how to do what I'm doing and I should go get some help on it.
Since when do I ever go get help. I feel bad when I get help and I know I shouldn't. I feel bad because its almost as though I have let myself down. I couldn't take the instruction given by the professor and apply it to my homework... I've failed. But everyone gets help so I suppose its not that big of deal. I need to get over that. I really really do.
Yep, spring break. I am pretty sure after this break I only have about 5 weeks of school left! How exciting is that!? I have no idea what I'm doing this summer. I'd really like an internship but since no one is offering me one I suppose I'll have to make do with Flint Michigan and find something technical do to. I have no idea what that will be but I do need to start looking around. UG life.
Why can't I just relax during the summer? Isn't that what the break is for? I feel like if I don't get some type of research project, internship or technical job I will never get a job. Never. That's what it makes me feel like. Honestly when in school its like all they ever say is get an internship and do this and do that or else you will die. REALLY? Will I actually STOP living if I don't have some stupid job this summer? Doubtful. But I do feel that I need to do something better than McDonald's this summer... in fact I KNOW I need to do something better than McDonald's.
O well. I will fight that when it comes.
Back to programming.
-JRA
I'm pretty sure I have a very strange condition. It happens when I get super frustrated doing lets say math or something and I'll go to bed. That night I WILL have a dream about that math problem and in my dream I will solve it. In the morning when I get up sure enough I can solve the math problem. Its like when sleeping I have more control and I can calmly get it done. Its so weird and I'm quite sure that will classify me as insane or something, but its the neatest thing because it really does help me to get my work done. So I'm sure Olga wonders why I'll be super pissed at homework and then just get in bed. Its because essentially I get it done there... just I have to do it in the morning. But there are those nights where I can remember that I dreamed about it, but I couldn't for the life of me actually recall that dream. I figure that's my way of telling myself that I really don't know how to do what I'm doing and I should go get some help on it.
Since when do I ever go get help. I feel bad when I get help and I know I shouldn't. I feel bad because its almost as though I have let myself down. I couldn't take the instruction given by the professor and apply it to my homework... I've failed. But everyone gets help so I suppose its not that big of deal. I need to get over that. I really really do.
Yep, spring break. I am pretty sure after this break I only have about 5 weeks of school left! How exciting is that!? I have no idea what I'm doing this summer. I'd really like an internship but since no one is offering me one I suppose I'll have to make do with Flint Michigan and find something technical do to. I have no idea what that will be but I do need to start looking around. UG life.
Why can't I just relax during the summer? Isn't that what the break is for? I feel like if I don't get some type of research project, internship or technical job I will never get a job. Never. That's what it makes me feel like. Honestly when in school its like all they ever say is get an internship and do this and do that or else you will die. REALLY? Will I actually STOP living if I don't have some stupid job this summer? Doubtful. But I do feel that I need to do something better than McDonald's this summer... in fact I KNOW I need to do something better than McDonald's.
O well. I will fight that when it comes.
Back to programming.
-JRA