what the fuck ever
Well I'm glad everyone else had a great fucking weekend. My was more horrible than dogshit. I went and saw Keith on Friday night, had to pay a sitter to go out there and not to mention it's a 45 minute drive. Well I wanted to look nice when I went out there, so I got all done up before I left. I got there 40 minutes late, and that was it for the
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That really hurts. I'm not going to hate you, but damn. Thanks for making me cry.
You know, you do a lot of stupid shit, that I never point out to you. I worry about you, yes, but I let you make your mistakes and your fuck-ups because experience is the only mother fucking thing anyone learns from.
You're right, I don't need a man to make me complete JD. I have a little man that already does. But ya know what? Sometimes it's really nice to be told how beautiful you are, and how much you really do mean something after four years of it being pounded into your head EVERY DAY that you're worthless. It's nice to be held at night, and it's wonderful to be kissed by someone that thinks you're the most amazing person they've ever met and everything you do means something, and makes a difference.
Everyone in life has doubts, and at least he could be open with me enough, and care about me being with him enough to make it known that he was worried. He was scared he was going to lose me to someone else. Is that really so bad. I was pissed when I wrote the fucking journal entry. That's what the journal is for...
If you like someone, and you think that this particular person has potential to have the kind of relationship that you want (which by the way you have no effing idea what I want) then you DON'T fucking hoe around. If you actually read my post, it said that's what I thought he was implying. I never said he thought I was cheating on him.
Oh and by the way... I never fucking lied to you.
Maybe if you were around once in a while, or not on the internet, you would know what the hell is going on in my life.
Thanks little bro...
Love you
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To you, he's nothing but I can tell you right now, that of all the guys I've dated he's definitely one of the better. He works, goes to school, he always treats me and Alex w/ respect (and you), He does ALOT for me and Alexander that you don't even know about; so maybe until you do you should just keep your mouth shut.
Aside from that, if you hate him so much, why the fuck don't you tell him, instead of being a fucking brat about it, and acting cool while he's around. What the fuck is up with that?!
I'm about sick of this shit, and you have no place to say whether or not I should be with him. When Lauren was being a fucking hoe, I never told you you didn't need to go after her, because I didn't want to hurt you. When you were in Lapeer and SOO in love with her, I never told you that she was at McDonalds hanging all over someone else, while Keith took Alex and I out to lunch because, I DIDN'T WANT TO HURT YOU. That was NOT my business to start drama with so I didn't. If you want to act like you're two years old about this, then fine. What the fuck ever. If you want to grow up a little, and maybe try to see the light in this situation, that would be great. I'm going to do what I want to do, because I'm a fucking grown adult, and believe it or not, I think I know a little bit more about what's better for me and Alex, than you do.
Peace
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Dude, you need to re-read your own posts...seriously. You are not as nice as you think you are. Aside from that, if you have an issue with me bring it right to my face next time. This is fucking ridiculous. If you don't want mom to read the posts be careful about what you fucking start. And learn to fucking spell more than just phonetically, it's hard as fuck to make sense of your shit.
This is done.
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