sunsets and martinis
Ever since Tuesday my life has taken a turn for the miraculous. Somehow, I grew up. I'm still an immature little brat, but I've progressed toward adulthood.
I spent last night driving back and forth from St.Pete to North Tampa until I eventually ended up on a balcony overlooking a moonlit gulf of mexico, sitting with a wonderful guy, enjoying my life. We talked. Our lives are so different that they're nearly perfect.I sat smoking a cig... while sipping a martini vodka. And he didn't care, and I didn't care, and everything was just plain glorious. Especially the moonlit gulf.
"Where do you think you would end up if you kept walking on that moonlit pathway?"
I'm happier now than I have been in a while. Cas is in L.A. and that kinda makes me sad. I wish he were here too. But I can't have everything. But what I do have, I'm enjoying thoroughly. That's all I really had to say... or really have time to say, I'm headed out the door, back to the beach for yet another night of relaxation.
<3
I spent last night driving back and forth from St.Pete to North Tampa until I eventually ended up on a balcony overlooking a moonlit gulf of mexico, sitting with a wonderful guy, enjoying my life. We talked. Our lives are so different that they're nearly perfect.I sat smoking a cig... while sipping a martini vodka. And he didn't care, and I didn't care, and everything was just plain glorious. Especially the moonlit gulf.
"Where do you think you would end up if you kept walking on that moonlit pathway?"
I'm happier now than I have been in a while. Cas is in L.A. and that kinda makes me sad. I wish he were here too. But I can't have everything. But what I do have, I'm enjoying thoroughly. That's all I really had to say... or really have time to say, I'm headed out the door, back to the beach for yet another night of relaxation.
<3