All my bags are packed I'm ready to go standing there outside your door.....

[michie]

I leave in 12 hours.... I am not ready anymore. I thought I was ready to leave but I am not at all. I am going to miss so many things and so many people. It just hit me now, as kyle and I were studying in my bed there will be no more of kyles magic tricks... songs... or bed time stories.... no more katie and whatever it is she happens to do on that day... no more Slutty hoes down the hall. I want to go back to the beginning and do it all over again (I wouldnt change a thing) I've had such a blast and I dont want it to end.

Tonight was a good night to end the year... The gang watched real world and the osborns and took a few pictures, listened to a few sad songs.....
I cant even say any more.... I'm not going to cry... I'm not going to cry. I will walk away with a smile on my face...

Tomorrow is going to come too soon :(