Hard to explain
So I have to becareful with this entry cause well some people know these guys!! hahahaa .. Once again i do what I know I shouldn't but who am I to stop any sort of growth. Yeah I know better, but what "better" for me is no FUN! Thats just what I am having FUN, every girl deserves that!
I am seeing two guys one is Ben. Hes a funny ass, outgoing, silly, willing to try anything, attractive, from Kansas, independant guy. Then there is Paul, a sweet, calm, new to everything, fresh, also attractive, has travelled all over(USA and World), independant guy. With Ben comes drama. He lives with my friend Kristen, and well she kinda had a thing for him for a bit, but she likes to sleep around alot. And well Ben slept with Kristen twice when they were drunk, he also slept with one of the rugby girls. Umm I don't want to be associated with that. Cause I don't sleep around at all. But a few nights back Ben and I both got drunk and well went to the park and layed out infront of the lake. We talked, I dont remember what the hell I said. All I remember was going to my apartment and us playing on my bed. heh ... we all know what playing with me leads to. We started keeeeeeeeesing. But to me cause we were drunk ... it doesn't count.
Then there is Paul, I met Paul when I went down to Newport with Kristen, Kim, Ben, Leslie, and Leslies chicas. The first thing I knew about him was that "Hes spoiled and gets whatever he wants, his parents are rich and all." Thats what Kristen said. We stepped into his apartment and it was gorgeous, I looked over at him, and in my head i said "wow". But I looked at the way the girls were acting, all gitty. I got sick to my tummy just lookin at them, so i went to sit down. Paul, Kim, Kristen, Leslie and one of her girls started smoking weed. EW fuck that shit. Aparently Paul wanted to get to know me better. He is really nice and not spoiled at all, yea he has a nice car, eroo 5 nice cars. But hes cool. Anyways rencently we went out together, but decided to change the plans. So we rented a movie and I cooked tamales. Well he tried to kiss me. I fell back on the futon and said "no kisses", he listened. Wait whats going on here, we were sober!!! I kinda liked that though, the only guy I messed about sober with was JBase. But he's really not talking to me right now. ANYWAYS after the movie we went out and about the East side to have a lil bit of a paranormal experience. When we went back home he tried to kiss me again, this time he held the back of my neck so I couldn't back away, wo. Thats all I can say, I didn't really kiss him back if I knew him better maybe I would have, but it just didn't feel right. He wants to see me again.
Anyways those are my stories and those are my boys right now. Its a good distraction, as long as I don't go further from where I am. As long as its slow, I can handle it. Jbase and I are still on the outs and Cory is completely out of the picture.
I am seeing two guys one is Ben. Hes a funny ass, outgoing, silly, willing to try anything, attractive, from Kansas, independant guy. Then there is Paul, a sweet, calm, new to everything, fresh, also attractive, has travelled all over(USA and World), independant guy. With Ben comes drama. He lives with my friend Kristen, and well she kinda had a thing for him for a bit, but she likes to sleep around alot. And well Ben slept with Kristen twice when they were drunk, he also slept with one of the rugby girls. Umm I don't want to be associated with that. Cause I don't sleep around at all. But a few nights back Ben and I both got drunk and well went to the park and layed out infront of the lake. We talked, I dont remember what the hell I said. All I remember was going to my apartment and us playing on my bed. heh ... we all know what playing with me leads to. We started keeeeeeeeesing. But to me cause we were drunk ... it doesn't count.
Then there is Paul, I met Paul when I went down to Newport with Kristen, Kim, Ben, Leslie, and Leslies chicas. The first thing I knew about him was that "Hes spoiled and gets whatever he wants, his parents are rich and all." Thats what Kristen said. We stepped into his apartment and it was gorgeous, I looked over at him, and in my head i said "wow". But I looked at the way the girls were acting, all gitty. I got sick to my tummy just lookin at them, so i went to sit down. Paul, Kim, Kristen, Leslie and one of her girls started smoking weed. EW fuck that shit. Aparently Paul wanted to get to know me better. He is really nice and not spoiled at all, yea he has a nice car, eroo 5 nice cars. But hes cool. Anyways rencently we went out together, but decided to change the plans. So we rented a movie and I cooked tamales. Well he tried to kiss me. I fell back on the futon and said "no kisses", he listened. Wait whats going on here, we were sober!!! I kinda liked that though, the only guy I messed about sober with was JBase. But he's really not talking to me right now. ANYWAYS after the movie we went out and about the East side to have a lil bit of a paranormal experience. When we went back home he tried to kiss me again, this time he held the back of my neck so I couldn't back away, wo. Thats all I can say, I didn't really kiss him back if I knew him better maybe I would have, but it just didn't feel right. He wants to see me again.
Anyways those are my stories and those are my boys right now. Its a good distraction, as long as I don't go further from where I am. As long as its slow, I can handle it. Jbase and I are still on the outs and Cory is completely out of the picture.