in that situation
it's really complicated for me wanting to help a person because i for one is extremely selfish. couldn't deny it.
when i think about sympathy and empathy. i often get the two mixed up and end up having guilty feelings at the end of the day after being with a friend in a pinch situation.
it always turns out the same, i only have few friends. [i can count them using ten of my fingers. yes, it excludes the toes.]
often i would go extra miles just to be helpful and tend to exaggerate myself this is also because i have grown to honestly cherish and love them [it's like my self-centered-ness gets chip off only by these individuals outside my family.] during times when i would listen to their problems, i easily get caught up. the worry rat that i can be.
now that it had happened again, i can't concentrate at all with my other priorities. that is, to study.
this so wrong, i know that too. because i love them i should trust them too, that they have the confindence and can handle themselves.
so now, i try not to worry too much.