you knew this was comingscarrlettchaeJuly 5 2008, 20:12:28 UTC
:/
Yeah- well I'm not sure how angry I am at you- I know it wasn't you that banned me- and I am unbanned now (tho not apologized to, which I believe I deserve from the admin that instabanned me). But y'know- At least im glad to know now that you thought about banning me too- that feels awesome. I guess I can't have a happy 4th of July and be GENUINELY HAPPY and even ATTEMPT TO MAKE A JOKE to lift BAD MOODS without being banned, right?
And then of course I'm accused of sharing links- 8D I thought I'd just let you know (not that you'll believe me) but I honestly did NOT do that. Still- not like you'll believe me. And I swear to god please DONT mention Deji again because you're the one that said don't involve people, and Deji is not a part of this- so leave her name OUT. And just for the record- Kita didn't force ANY OF US to do ANYTHING. we're her friends too, WE STUCK UP FOR HER EVEN AFTER SHE TOLD US THAT WE DIDNT HAVE TO DO ANYTHING FOR HER!
but yknow what? this has been coming for a while now- and I wasn't sure when would be the right time to say it- but I guess its now. Away from Jacobi and iAnti and whatever. The drama's here right now, I can tell you that.
Michey- your friends- you know we're happy for you when you make new friends and you're happy. We know that it's okay for you to get closer to other people- because that's a good thing- and good things is all we want for you. But honestly. We don't end up jealous like you say. And right now I'm talking about myself- not Kita or no one else. JUST ME. We don't end up as jealous as you say. We end up hurt- really hurt, because you end up paying almost no attention to us, and completely focusing on your new friend. YEAH. YOU HAVE A NEW BEST FRIEND. WE TRULY DEEPLY ARE HAPPY FOR YOU! BUT DONT FECKING MAKE US LOOK LIKE RECYCLABLE FRIENDS. BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT YOU DID. AND THAT IS NOT WHAT I WILL BE TREATED AS.
And here I thought that maybe when I made that simple joke (simply logging on because soccer camp is over and im free- i already had this whole conversation with rhi where i did NOT EVEN DENY that it is my fault i posted nothing explaining I'd be away for such a long time)-that MAYBE just MAYBE you'd remember me (who was probably at the bottom of your friendbin) and like a good friend you'd STAND UP FOR ME WHEN I WAS EFFING BANNED FROM THE SITE. BECAUSE BANNING CREATES LESS DRAMA, NO?! [ /sarcasm]
and god you have no idea how happy I was when you said that you had considered you were kinda-sorta friends with me [ /sarcasm]. BECAUSE I HONESTLY THOUGHT WE WERE FULL FRIENDS. 100%. 5 FIFTHS. 10 OUT OF 10.
Thanks for letting me know that I wasn't even that much. im on msn as are you- if you need to talk out anything in a civil manner. yeah- that means I wont simply flame you if you decide to talk to me. if you want to actually talk out anything, that is.
Re: you knew this was comingscarrlettchaeJuly 5 2008, 21:21:10 UTC
you're contradicting yourself- i thought i'd just point it out. yknow- help you get your act together.
you don't feel like completely addressing the other issues i mentioned. yet you were working up the courage to try and talk to me on msn?
what were you gonna say if it wasn't about the other issues i mentioned?
because honestly- right now- i dont have much to say to you about anything besides the issues i mentioned. they are some pretty goddang important issues to me.
and its almost ludicrous how you can't see how hard im trying
Yeah- well I'm not sure how angry I am at you- I know it wasn't you that banned me- and I am unbanned now (tho not apologized to, which I believe I deserve from the admin that instabanned me). But y'know- At least im glad to know now that you thought about banning me too- that feels awesome. I guess I can't have a happy 4th of July and be GENUINELY HAPPY and even ATTEMPT TO MAKE A JOKE to lift BAD MOODS without being banned, right?
And then of course I'm accused of sharing links- 8D I thought I'd just let you know (not that you'll believe me) but I honestly did NOT do that. Still- not like you'll believe me.
And I swear to god please DONT mention Deji again because you're the one that said don't involve people, and Deji is not a part of this- so leave her name OUT. And just for the record- Kita didn't force ANY OF US to do ANYTHING. we're her friends too, WE STUCK UP FOR HER EVEN AFTER SHE TOLD US THAT WE DIDNT HAVE TO DO ANYTHING FOR HER!
but yknow what?
this has been coming for a while now- and I wasn't sure when would be the right time to say it- but I guess its now. Away from Jacobi and iAnti and whatever. The drama's here right now, I can tell you that.
Michey- your friends- you know we're happy for you when you make new friends and you're happy. We know that it's okay for you to get closer to other people- because that's a good thing- and good things is all we want for you.
But honestly.
We don't end up jealous like you say. And right now I'm talking about myself- not Kita or no one else. JUST ME.
We don't end up as jealous as you say. We end up hurt- really hurt, because you end up paying almost no attention to us, and completely focusing on your new friend. YEAH. YOU HAVE A NEW BEST FRIEND. WE TRULY DEEPLY ARE HAPPY FOR YOU! BUT DONT FECKING MAKE US LOOK LIKE RECYCLABLE FRIENDS. BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT YOU DID. AND THAT IS NOT WHAT I WILL BE TREATED AS.
And here I thought that maybe when I made that simple joke (simply logging on because soccer camp is over and im free- i already had this whole conversation with rhi where i did NOT EVEN DENY that it is my fault i posted nothing explaining I'd be away for such a long time)-that MAYBE just MAYBE you'd remember me (who was probably at the bottom of your friendbin) and like a good friend you'd STAND UP FOR ME WHEN I WAS EFFING BANNED FROM THE SITE. BECAUSE BANNING CREATES LESS DRAMA, NO?! [ /sarcasm]
and god you have no idea how happy I was when you said that you had considered you were kinda-sorta friends with me [ /sarcasm]. BECAUSE I HONESTLY THOUGHT WE WERE FULL FRIENDS. 100%. 5 FIFTHS. 10 OUT OF 10.
Thanks for letting me know that I wasn't even that much.
im on msn as are you- if you need to talk out anything in a civil manner.
yeah-
that means I wont simply flame you if you decide to talk to me.
if you want to actually
talk out anything,
that is.
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-doesn'treallyfeellikecompletelyaddressingtheotherissuesyoumentionedrightnow;;-
orz;;;AboutMSN,Itspazzedandsignedmeout.Iwasworkingupthecouragetotryandtalkwhenitdidactually;________;
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you don't feel like completely addressing the other issues i mentioned.
yet
you were working up the courage to try and talk to me on msn?
what were you gonna say if it wasn't about the other issues i mentioned?
because honestly- right now- i dont have much to say to you about anything besides the issues i mentioned. they are some pretty goddang important issues to me.
and its almost ludicrous how you can't see how hard im trying
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