Let's hear it for being eighteen, kids.
Justin almost ruined my birthday, but I'm through letting him ruin things. I am. I really, really am. (Keep repeating that so one of us doesn't forget it, geez.) I got really depressed in fourth period. I don't even know why. The day was just turning out shitty, and it didn't seem fair because it's my birthday. But then I thought about other shitty days I have. They're someone else's birthday. So it's all relative.
Jamee and Justin talked. Bleh. That is exactly how I feel about all this. I was really excited about how much they like each other at first, thinking, 'this has gottabe safer than Jaya and Arthur and Them.' But maybe not. They kept playing tricks on me and stuff and insisting that they were "just playing." I don't think I like being played with very much. :( Anyway, I'm sure they told each other all kinds of stupid guy secrets that I will never know and probably don't want to know. But I know they talked about me. And with everything that's happened lately, I have no idea what that means.
Me and Justin hung out tonite, for the first time in what seems like forever. (Maybe things will be normal again, there's a yummy thought.) We watched The Beach. That movie is so badass. I love it. We watched that and I was late going home. But really, now that I'm 18, where the fuck is my motivation to be home at midnight, just cuz my parents say so, when I'm not legally required to be there, and when I know that even if I made midnight curfews for the rest of the year they wouldn't budge an inch if I asked them to. Where is it????
Nowhere, that's where. And I was late. And apparently I'm gonna have consequences even though it's my birthday.
Gonna go. Sleepy. <3 Michelle
Jamee and Justin talked. Bleh. That is exactly how I feel about all this. I was really excited about how much they like each other at first, thinking, 'this has gottabe safer than Jaya and Arthur and Them.' But maybe not. They kept playing tricks on me and stuff and insisting that they were "just playing." I don't think I like being played with very much. :( Anyway, I'm sure they told each other all kinds of stupid guy secrets that I will never know and probably don't want to know. But I know they talked about me. And with everything that's happened lately, I have no idea what that means.
Me and Justin hung out tonite, for the first time in what seems like forever. (Maybe things will be normal again, there's a yummy thought.) We watched The Beach. That movie is so badass. I love it. We watched that and I was late going home. But really, now that I'm 18, where the fuck is my motivation to be home at midnight, just cuz my parents say so, when I'm not legally required to be there, and when I know that even if I made midnight curfews for the rest of the year they wouldn't budge an inch if I asked them to. Where is it????
Nowhere, that's where. And I was late. And apparently I'm gonna have consequences even though it's my birthday.
Gonna go. Sleepy. <3 Michelle