I feel that when I'm old, I'll look at you and know: the world was beautiful.

[michellio]

Today has been really fucking strange - almost like some kind of dream. It started last night when we all went to bed early ... then we kept getting woken up by all these loud people in the hall and Kiondre and Donielle a couple times. I remember Cassie being really pissed about it and even climbing down from the top bunk to go yell at them more than once but I don't remember any of the actual noise ... I was like, too sleepy to actually hear it. Then I woke up at 04:30 and freaked out cuz I heard people talking in the hall so loudly that I was convinced it was morning. I was like oh shit, I've missed my meeting, Lindsey and Cassie have missed class, we're all fucked! But then I looked at my clock and it was FOUR IN THE MORNING. About two hours later I woke up and looked down and was sooooo confused to see Ben laying on our floor. Since I was sure he hadn't been there the last time I'd woken up, I couldn't comprehend why he would have come into our room after four in the morning and posted up. Ha ha so it turned out it wasn't Ben, it was Josiah; Cassie had kicked him out of bed for squirming. Hehe. So my confusion was temporarily subdued. But I woke up a couple more weird times, and it just turned into a real weirdass morning.

I'm about to leave for Easter weekend, poo on that! I don't wanna go home ... I just want to be here and relax after all these freaking retarded tests I've had to take. But Rebecca's coming with me, so maybe Muskogee won't suck quite so much this time around. I'm so lucky I always have my brother and sister around on family weekends like this. If Amanda and Jason weren't there I don't quite know what I'd do with myself.

Meeting with advisor went pleasingly well ... very excited about this Photojournalism thing ... very excited indeed. Let's see how long this lasts. See you later, when I get back from Oklahoma.