maybe its me, but this life isn't going anywhere...
i am currently mad at the world at the moment.
myself, more truthfully.
i dont know what i want.
yannik is trying to apologize.
matt ignores me.
school is already starting to stress me out, becuase i'm a hopeless idiot who cant handle stress.
i'm always running for everything, always in a rush, never time for anything..
eh.. i dont know, i wish people would actually invite me places instead of just saying that we need to hang out and never following through. i want to go places on the weekends. i want to be part of a clique, i think.. where like people call me and actually want to talk to me, and we talk about stupid stuff, and we laugh, and be kids...
i REALLY need to get on IM more... i dont ever talk to anyone, and maybe if i talked to more people...
*sigh* i dont know.
i'm going to go do my biology homework now..
myself, more truthfully.
i dont know what i want.
yannik is trying to apologize.
matt ignores me.
school is already starting to stress me out, becuase i'm a hopeless idiot who cant handle stress.
i'm always running for everything, always in a rush, never time for anything..
eh.. i dont know, i wish people would actually invite me places instead of just saying that we need to hang out and never following through. i want to go places on the weekends. i want to be part of a clique, i think.. where like people call me and actually want to talk to me, and we talk about stupid stuff, and we laugh, and be kids...
i REALLY need to get on IM more... i dont ever talk to anyone, and maybe if i talked to more people...
*sigh* i dont know.
i'm going to go do my biology homework now..