tres bien ensemble
today was good.
moping around in my pajammies until 5 20 pm and then casino royale with logan and cassie at 6 45.
the movie was kind of slow, but afterwards we got coffee and walked back to cassie's house.
I love the night, it's always cool whether it's summer or winter. and there's never any sun in the night.
we walked to her friend doug's house and played with his camera and laughed about things. I heard on tv that laughing is healthy.
then me and logan and cassie layed down in her driveway and stared at the stars.
we talked about aliens and scary things like airplanes and rollercoasters and the burmuda triangle.
tres enlightening.
i felt like i could say anything and it would be listened to.
and i could hear anything and listen to it.
and I want to be outside right now, walking somewhere with someone that I could say anything to.
which is why I want him so badly.
either one, nothing matters anymore.
And him again, am I still hung up over him? Memories, 1234
I almost sent it to him again, but then it turned 1235 and then 1236.
What would he do if i sent it to him?
he seems just as desperate for a girlfriend as I am for a guyfriend.
Logan said that girls could get any guy they want if they try hard enough.
And I suppose that's true, if you are even reasonably attractive or fun and you let someone know that you like them, then why wouldn't they go after the opportunity?
It's not everyday that a person knows for sure that they could have someone if they wanted to.
I have to become more independent.
I have to start walking in the night by myself instead of waiting for everyone else forever. Or else I'll never get to do what I crave.
moping around in my pajammies until 5 20 pm and then casino royale with logan and cassie at 6 45.
the movie was kind of slow, but afterwards we got coffee and walked back to cassie's house.
I love the night, it's always cool whether it's summer or winter. and there's never any sun in the night.
we walked to her friend doug's house and played with his camera and laughed about things. I heard on tv that laughing is healthy.
then me and logan and cassie layed down in her driveway and stared at the stars.
we talked about aliens and scary things like airplanes and rollercoasters and the burmuda triangle.
tres enlightening.
i felt like i could say anything and it would be listened to.
and i could hear anything and listen to it.
and I want to be outside right now, walking somewhere with someone that I could say anything to.
which is why I want him so badly.
either one, nothing matters anymore.
And him again, am I still hung up over him? Memories, 1234
I almost sent it to him again, but then it turned 1235 and then 1236.
What would he do if i sent it to him?
he seems just as desperate for a girlfriend as I am for a guyfriend.
Logan said that girls could get any guy they want if they try hard enough.
And I suppose that's true, if you are even reasonably attractive or fun and you let someone know that you like them, then why wouldn't they go after the opportunity?
It's not everyday that a person knows for sure that they could have someone if they wanted to.
I have to become more independent.
I have to start walking in the night by myself instead of waiting for everyone else forever. Or else I'll never get to do what I crave.