lies lies lies, yeah
oh my god, my head hurts.
I saw my dad today and we had a long talk in denny's about everything, and about my mother.
It hurts so much to know the truth, and to know that everyone knows my pain more than I do myself, and to know that I have no protection here because my mom is crazy.
She is crazy, so crazy, the way he told me about her, she could kill herself at any time, she really could.
I don't know what to think at all anymore.
Stephanie is just gone, I should forget about her.
My mother is crazy and not healthy.
Doug is dangerous and scary.
The kids are spoiled and hurtful.
And I am depressed and self injuring and suicidal and just stuck.
It's not real, or is it?
How am I supposed to know, I'm not told anything.
She could have a plan, but it's hard to imagine her pretending to love him while she's secretly finding us a way out.
I can't look at her the same way.
And you said that she once told you that one or her brothers molested your sister?
Oh my god. And it might have happened to her too. But which one?
I'm afraid of everyone that I know except for you, insomniac.
My dad told me to get far far away from here.
I should, this state holds everything bad within me.
I saw my dad today and we had a long talk in denny's about everything, and about my mother.
It hurts so much to know the truth, and to know that everyone knows my pain more than I do myself, and to know that I have no protection here because my mom is crazy.
She is crazy, so crazy, the way he told me about her, she could kill herself at any time, she really could.
I don't know what to think at all anymore.
Stephanie is just gone, I should forget about her.
My mother is crazy and not healthy.
Doug is dangerous and scary.
The kids are spoiled and hurtful.
And I am depressed and self injuring and suicidal and just stuck.
It's not real, or is it?
How am I supposed to know, I'm not told anything.
She could have a plan, but it's hard to imagine her pretending to love him while she's secretly finding us a way out.
I can't look at her the same way.
And you said that she once told you that one or her brothers molested your sister?
Oh my god. And it might have happened to her too. But which one?
I'm afraid of everyone that I know except for you, insomniac.
My dad told me to get far far away from here.
I should, this state holds everything bad within me.