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I think that I'm stuck and I keep waiting for people to rescue me, but shouldn't I rescue myself?
I ask for therapists and doctors, but maybe it really is just me and my fault.
I don't know though, I think I actually really do need a therapist because lately things have been happening, extreme things, and I keep forgetting about them but I don't think that's exactly healthy...
Like that one thing where I think I went actually crazy for a little while...that night pounding on my sisters door...and then I broke that plate.
I drew a picture.
I love it though, I think that really good art comes from being crazy.
Van Gough drew all those flowers when he was in the mental institution.
And also I've been killing my eardrums again.
And hurting myself.
Fuck, Leslie saw the Zelda one today.
Ughhh it is my fault.
I ask for therapists and doctors, but maybe it really is just me and my fault.
I don't know though, I think I actually really do need a therapist because lately things have been happening, extreme things, and I keep forgetting about them but I don't think that's exactly healthy...
Like that one thing where I think I went actually crazy for a little while...that night pounding on my sisters door...and then I broke that plate.
I drew a picture.
I love it though, I think that really good art comes from being crazy.
Van Gough drew all those flowers when he was in the mental institution.
And also I've been killing my eardrums again.
And hurting myself.
Fuck, Leslie saw the Zelda one today.
Ughhh it is my fault.