And why would you want to get high

[michellemyhell]

I wonder...what I will do without you grandpa
Youre gone? Are you with my uncles?
I hope you are. I hope that uncle hank can finally thank you for risking your life for his.
I hope that it doesn't hurt anymore and you can talk again.
And.......what are you thinking?
Too much, too soon.
I feel strange.
I can't tell if I'll like it later.
Like when we first started going out.
But then I loved it.
Do you think we'll go far?
But my mom taught me that nothing ever lasts for long.
That's why I'm always moving and never caring.
That's why I don't fight to stay where I was, and that's why I don't say goodbye when I leave.
It's so easy to just move and forget you.
I like new things.
Maybe I will have to travel with my work.
I can't imagine settling down.
I get so bored and I can't concentrate.
Why the fuck can't I concentrate?
Even when I try.
I need help.
You can't tell me I'm not crazy, I really do believe it.