slips under dresses
Somehow I want my life to slip away from my grasp, and I want to forget everyone.
I want to forget everyone and be unafraid of myself.
I want to be whatever I feel like, like it says in my about me.
Be whatever I want, it works if you're thin.
So stop piggin out when you get home.
Silly me, so much exercise now, it could be so easy if I was commited.
In other news, I'm stuck at home again when I was supposed to see a movie with Brian and then sleep over at Melissa's.
If I don't start driving myself then I'll go crazy with having to spend so much time with my step family.
It's been 3 days.
I'll see you tomorrow.
My mom wants me to build a relationship with Douglas.
Everything I tell her goes right over her head.
I just can't tell her anymore that I dislike Douglas and wish to avoid him as much as possible.
No mom, I do not wish to purposefully start conversations with Douglas.
In other news, I can't believe that they still don't know why she's mad at them, and why they don't care about me at all.
You stupid girl, how can you assume what a person's intentions are when you don't even know them?
How can you criticize her for being anorexic and for wanting to be felt sorry for when she isn't and doesn't do those things, and when you do them yourself?
Youre always talking about how youve stopped eating until dinner each day, and how your life sucks and you're depressed all the time.
I can't believe I thought you were cool.
Some people amaze me with their logic.
Your logic is illogical.
I want to forget everyone and be unafraid of myself.
I want to be whatever I feel like, like it says in my about me.
Be whatever I want, it works if you're thin.
So stop piggin out when you get home.
Silly me, so much exercise now, it could be so easy if I was commited.
In other news, I'm stuck at home again when I was supposed to see a movie with Brian and then sleep over at Melissa's.
If I don't start driving myself then I'll go crazy with having to spend so much time with my step family.
It's been 3 days.
I'll see you tomorrow.
My mom wants me to build a relationship with Douglas.
Everything I tell her goes right over her head.
I just can't tell her anymore that I dislike Douglas and wish to avoid him as much as possible.
No mom, I do not wish to purposefully start conversations with Douglas.
In other news, I can't believe that they still don't know why she's mad at them, and why they don't care about me at all.
You stupid girl, how can you assume what a person's intentions are when you don't even know them?
How can you criticize her for being anorexic and for wanting to be felt sorry for when she isn't and doesn't do those things, and when you do them yourself?
Youre always talking about how youve stopped eating until dinner each day, and how your life sucks and you're depressed all the time.
I can't believe I thought you were cool.
Some people amaze me with their logic.
Your logic is illogical.