Burn like fire, burn like fire in Cairo

[michellemyhell]

I know that I need to say something right now, but I can't even figure it out in my head.
I need to be alone for awhile, but I don't know why.
Didn't it seem like I liked him?
I was getting mixed signals from myself.
He held my hand and he kissed me.
But I didn't want him to do it again.
It felt so confined.
That's what I wanted, I know it is because after that my dad called
And he didn't say he loved me when I said I loved him.
It felt so bad and he was there for me to hold on to.
What I've been wanting for so long.
But I was trapped.
It means what?
I'm not happy with it because I'm completely crazy.
Think of all the pranks we've done together.
It's that person that you love hanging out with that wants to kiss you.
If only I didn't have to kiss him, everything else is wonderful.
What the fuck does that mean?
I like everything but kissing?
Ahhhh no sense, no sanity, no mind, no greatfullness, no realization, no loneliness
It seems awefully strange that the thing to make me no longer miss him is the fact that he likes me.
It's only too much.
Tell me I'm not crazy.