Dec 16, 2006 02:26
today was so much fun
and tonight, oh my god i felt like I was in elementary school again.
tickle fights and pillow fights and cake fights and nerf guns and swing sets!
and sitting next to you of course.
you know you gave me the office today? you know you ditched with me today?
you know you invited me to your party today and you watched my lame band concert today?
you know you and me looked around in borders and found all that porn today?
you know you became my best friend today? and I like you SO much.
You know if you leave then you'll leave me depressed? you know that I can't let you?
Because I want more time with you, I want to spend every day with you and talk to you about anything!
And tell you all my thoughts because you don't think they're lame, you think they're funny!
And watch great movies with you and go on adventures with you and make funny memories with you and take pictures and videos of you and hug you again and again and almost rest my head on your shoulder, but I'm too chicken, and hold your hands but only to stop you from tickling me, and you to wrap your arms around me but only to stop me from tickling you, and to watch all your friends dance and be so funny and make our cheeks hurt from laughter, and smush cake in your face and then wash it off with you in the bathroom
and to still look amazing even with cake on your face, and to joke around with you, and to poke you in the tummy every time it makes a noise, which is every 5 seconds, and to whip each other with that towel and leave red marks on our tummies even 5 hours later.
And I hope you like and love my present for you which I will slave over, because if you leave you have to have it to remember me and want to come back to me. Please! You simply cannot become my best friend and make me want you and then leave me without you!
How will I handle half a year or more without you if I can't even handle a day without you right now?!
I'm so worried because now I like you the best out of everyone and you're telling everyone that today was the last day they would see you? You know if you keep doing that then you will start believing it yourself.............